I've always wanted to get a nose job, but whenever I went in for consultations, the doctors would say the height was already enough and didn't particularly recommend surgery, so I kept going around to different places for consultations for years.
I thought, at this rate, I'd never be able to do it in my whole life, so I just went for it. The doctor at the place I had surgery said the height was fine, but there was a lot of tissue around my nose so it didn't look high, and that I should get osteotomy done. I was only planning to do the tip, but he recommended osteotomy too, so I said okay and even after setting the date I regretted it and agonized over it every day. Then I just went and did it. I went, changed clothes, lay down on the bed, got an IV. Honestly, that's all I remember. I got the IV around 9:30, and when I opened my eyes it was past 3. I don't remember at all how I got to the operating room or came back after surgery, and it wasn't that I was in terrible pain, but I was confused and dizzy, so I kept feeling sad. The woman in the bed next to me came with her mom, and her mom took care of her, so I was jealous,,ㅠ.ㅠ Anyway, I took a taxi home, and once I actually got home I started thinking, did I do this for nothing? What really hit me was that celebrities who fix their whole faces are truly amazing, and I used to think that if I only had a forehead and money, I'd want to do cheekbones, breasts, and everything else too, but my mind completely changed. I'm not an ugly face anyway, and I vowed I'd never do it againㅠ.ㅠ It's day 3 today, and yesterday I went to the hospital, got laser treatment and injections, so maybe because of that, the swelling has gone down a lot and I feel somewhat better. I just think eating well is what's good, so I'm eating at home by myself, eating and taking my medicine and doing that. But even though it's better than yesterday, the tip of my nose keeps looking like it's lifted up. It looks just like a unicornㅠ,ㅠ It'll get better, right? Please let it get better,ㅠ.ㅠ Now that I've had nose surgery, I'm starting to think I need to lose weight, from when can I use a treadmill or exercise?