It’s been 2 weeks since my nose surgery... I used costal cartilage..... In case someone recognizes me... I’m even writing this on a friend’s ID...... I can’t put the mirror down for even a second every day.. I think this is becoming a mental illness.. I had my nose done together with fat grafting... At first I thought I looked like some kind of monster..... This is my 3rd nose revision surgery.. My original nose was already sharp, so when I had my eyes and nose done together before, my boyfriend didn’t even really know what I had done lol (before, I just had a sharp straight nose..) This time it must have changed, because I saw him for the first time yesterday.. I got in the car, and he looked at me and said, “Who are you??” Dozens of times a day, one word from people sends me back and forth between heaven and hell.. During the first week after surgery, I really wanted to die.. Why did I pay so much money to ruin my pretty face like this...... From the side, the nasal tip was too pointy.... (That’s when I really understood what people mean by a Pinocchio nose...) From the front it was blunt...(pig.. pig.. ㅠ.ㅠ) Even now, my mom says thinking of my old face makes her cry.. I think now is the time when I’m slowly starting to look a little prettier.. Yesterday at the clinic, a mother and daughter who had come for a consultation complimented me and said it turned out well, so I went to heaven... then when I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror, back to hell...ㅠ.ㅠ I never told the people around me that I had plastic surgery. Even my really close friend doesn’t know about the revision.. I’m not going to tell lol But the problem is... when I had surgery before, people didn’t really notice, but now at work, every single person says outright that my face has changed and asks if I had surgery.. People who can’t say it to my face whisper among themselves.. There are a lot of women here... I get hurt so much. Just now someone asked me outright whether I had surgery, and my heart dropped.... I vaguely said no and turned my face away.. Someone in this community said costal cartilage only changes the side profile... but I think the front view changes too.. The area around the mouth changes.. Your image changes... So I think other people notice even more... My friend used to always say to me, even if you get surgery, nothing changes.. why did you do it.. But this time I think I really did change.. I’m going to check my friend’s reaction later too.. Even now at work, I’m hiding my face with the monitor so people can’t see me... Some people are making a fuss, saying my chin fat disappeared, did I get my nose done, did I slit my eyes... I took a one-week vacation to rest, and from the next day I went in wearing a mask... But wearing a mask seemed to make me look unpleasant too.. so I had no choice but to take it off and go to work... with makeup on.. At first I regretted it so much I wanted to die... but maybe I’m getting used to my face... and on top of that, I took a photo today and quietly showed it to acquaintances... and they all said I got prettier.. lol My boyfriend says he doesn’t know what it is, but my eyes look bigger.. I think it’s the effect of the fat grafting.. When I insisted I just gained weight, he said gaining weight looks better and seemed happy~ And an older guy I know saw the photo and asked what year the photo was from.. said I look really young lol My friend also said I look rejuvenated ^^;; Since I’m hearing good things, I suddenly feel like I’m in heaven... I’m scared what will send me to hell again tomorrow.. For 2 weeks, I had so much regret that I thought I’d go crazy.. but the nasal tip also seems to be returning to looking like my original nose.. It’s narrowed a lot too. The side profile... I like it. The nose line and the shape around the mouth.. The front view is still puffy because of the fat swelling and nose swelling... but I think it looks pretty good in its own way... Oh, and the rib scar.. I think mine will leave a scar.. because my skin doesn’t heal well... If it gets better, I’ll share information again... Was this bragging?? lol But!! Even as recently as last Sunday, on post-op day 8, day 9, day 10, I was typing search terms like that, reading everything, regretting it, and stressing myself out... Like everyone says, I guess time is medicine.. I’m a bit older, so I’ll focus on the fact that people say I look rejuvenated^^ Looking in the mirror again now.. I think I’ll get prettier lol People keep asking me if I had plastic surgery, so I said I didn’t... then they should just accept that, but they keep asking and making me embarrassed.... I got annoyed and vented once in this community.. It’s not a small amount of money, and because it was a revision, it was a surgery that cost a really large sum..ㅠ.ㅠ They didn’t contribute even 1 won, so I don’t know why they keep saying this and that about someone’s face ㅠ.ㅠ And why do I keep hiding it?? ㅠ.ㅠ Is spending money a sin?? Sigh... We do it to become prettier, right... everyone who’s had surgery... let’s stay strong... If you’re jealous, then you should get it done too.. ugh.... I’ll share one thing I was most worried about and then leave... swelling after nose surgery... Um.. after about 2 weeks, I think it starts going down.. You can go around outside... For those who haven’t had much time pass yet, please hang in there a little longer... Time really is medicine^^ Well then, bye~~
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