I had cheekbone surgery yesterday//

Until just a month ago, I was here almost every day, reading and rereading information, and it feels like just yesterday.. In the end, I made up my mind and got through the big surgery yesterday^-^;; I had only ever lurked, but I wanted to share even a little bit of information, so I’m writing this. I had it done through an intraoral incision at a well-known place in Apgujeong~ I went at 2 yesterday, took photos, got an IV, and 2 hours later.. Lastly, I listened to the doctor’s explanation, and he was saying something, but it just wouldn’t really register in my head..;; Originally the surgery was at 4, but it got pushed back a little, so I had it at 5. While waiting, I really couldn’t help wanting to just have the surgery quickly~ One minute felt like one second, like one hour~ Then I lay down on the operating table, and the nurse ladies wrapped me tightly(?) with bands -_-;; I was shaking so much~ Then I think it was the anesthesiologist. As the injection fluid went into the IV, my arm got stiff, and they said, “Take deep breaths~” I think I breathed 3 times... and I don’t remember anything after that.. .....I felt like several people were struggling to move this heavy body, and I felt like I was floating around (I guess the nurses and doctor must have had quite a hard time moving me to the hospital room.. sorry^^;) When I opened my eyes, I was in the inpatient room~ +_+;; I normally don’t drink much water, so I could tolerate the thirst, but bloody phlegm kept pooling in my throat, and that was kind of hard~ It was hard to breathe, and my cheekbones felt stiff and painful too.. Having to endure such a big surgery alone made me feel so pitiful.. sniff.. And because I couldn’t lie down properly, my neck was stiff too, I couldn’t sleep, time wouldn’t pass, and the day was really long I think I had nightmares here and there.-_-; I’m usually a tough person who doesn’t really get things like sleep paralysis, but maybe because it was such a major surgery.. Anyway, the next morning, the lady gave me scorched-rice porridge and said I had to eat it all, so even though it wouldn’t go down, I ate it all, and around 2 p.m. I went to have the blood drain removed~ The feeling was quite nice - _ -;;;; Then I got organized and came home. Normally I really eat all kinds of things, so not being able to eat made me feel so pitiful.. sob.. But I still ate. I wanted yogurt and ice cream and Banana Kick, but I just couldn’t go out with this monster-like face, so these days supermarket delivery is common, right? So I ordered it lol But the delivery person said, “That’ll be 6,400 won,” and the moment he lifted his face and saw me, he flinched backward.. It felt like my heart was being torn apart// Though when I thought, that must be how I felt when I first saw myself in the mirror yesterday.. I could understand..;; Then I quickly forgot what had just happened..-_-; simple-minded I forced open my mouth that wouldn’t open and melted the food to eat it.. As I’m writing this now and imagining how I looked earlier, really lololol And it doesn’t hurt that much, but the left cheekbone area feels stiff~ It’s wrapped in bandages and so swollen, so I’m not sure yet how much of the contour has settled, and soon I’ll upload a review and photos~ I just hope the swelling goes down quickly. I hope all of you become prettier too^-^ Bye~