Until just a month ago, I was here almost every day, reading and rereading information, and it feels like just yesterday.. In the end, I made up my mind and got through the big surgery yesterday^-^;; I had only ever lurked, but I wanted to share even a little bit of information, so I’m writing this. I had it done through an intraoral incision at a well-known place in Apgujeong~ I went at 2 yesterday, took photos, got an IV, and 2 hours later.. Lastly, I listened to the doctor’s explanation, and he was saying something, but it just wouldn’t really register in my head..;; Originally the surgery was at 4, but it got pushed back a little, so I had it at 5. While waiting, I really couldn’t help wanting to just have the surgery quickly~ One minute felt like one second, like one hour~ Then I lay down on the operating table, and the nurse ladies wrapped me tightly(?) with bands -_-;; I was shaking so much~ Then I think it was the anesthesiologist. As the injection fluid went into the IV, my arm got stiff, and they said, “Take deep breaths~” I think I breathed 3 times... and I don’t remember anything after that.. .....I felt like several people were struggling to move this heavy body, and I felt like I was floating around (I guess the nurses and doctor must have had quite a hard time moving me to the hospital room.. sorry^^;) When I opened my eyes, I was in the inpatient room~ +_+;; I normally don’t drink much water, so I could tolerate the thirst, but bloody phlegm kept pooling in my throat, and that was kind of hard~ It was hard to breathe, and my cheekbones felt stiff and painful too.. Having to endure such a big surgery alone made me feel so pitiful.. sniff.. And because I couldn’t lie down properly, my neck was stiff too, I couldn’t sleep, time wouldn’t pass, and the day was really longㅠㅠ I think I had nightmares here and there.-_-; I’m usually a tough person who doesn’t really get things like sleep paralysis, but maybe because it was such a major surgery.. Anyway, the next morning, the lady gave me scorched-rice porridge and said I had to eat it all, so even though it wouldn’t go down, I ate it all, and around 2 p.m. I went to have the blood drain removed~ The feeling was quite nice - _ -;;;; Then I got organized and came home. Normally I really eat all kinds of things, so not being able to eat made me feel so pitiful.. sob.. But I still ate. I wanted yogurt and ice cream and Banana Kick, but I just couldn’t go out with this monster-like face, so these days supermarket delivery is common, right? So I ordered it lol But the delivery person said, “That’ll be 6,400 won,” and the moment he lifted his face and saw me, he flinched backward..ㅠ_ㅠ It felt like my heart was being torn apart// Though when I thought, that must be how I felt when I first saw myself in the mirror yesterday.. I could understand..;; Then I quickly forgot what had just happened..-_-; simple-minded I forced open my mouth that wouldn’t open and melted the food to eat it.. As I’m writing this now and imagining how I looked earlier, really lololol And it doesn’t hurt that much, but the left cheekbone area feels stiff~ It’s wrapped in bandages and so swollen, so I’m not sure yet how much of the contour has settled, and soon I’ll upload a review and photos~ I just hope the swelling goes down quickly.ㅠ_ㅠ I hope all of you become prettier too^-^ Bye~
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