I regret having revision surgery so much

<Before surgery, front camera><After surgery, rear camera><After surgery, front camera>Just like the title says, I regret having revision surgery so much This was my second revision surgery, and what made me do it was that the right-side line being high bothered me, and I was also so stressed when I sometimes heard things like, “Oh, 00 had double eyelid surgery~?” or that the line was pretty high, and so on.. It was something I had usually been bothered by too, and every time I heard comments like that, it got on my mind so much that after thinking about it for almost half a year, I started looking into revision surgery I went around to almost 10 places for consultations and picked one I liked, then had revision surgery about a week ago As of today, it’s day 9 after surgery The surgery plan was to lower the right side just a little to match the left line, release the overcorrected ptosis correction, and do ptosis correction to balance the strength in my eyes But unlike what I expected, the line became much lower than my original left line, and the right side also isn’t really the eye shape I expected.. After surgery (based on the rear-camera photo), my right eye opens more, so I wondered if it was because of the ptosis correction? I contacted the clinic, but after looking at the photo, they said it was because of swelling and told me to wait because it would even out once the swelling went down I feel like I’m going to lose my mind and go crazy. The money is gone, I’ve developed lagophthalmos too, and I’m so worried about whether it will get better. I want to turn back time, but I can’t, and I’m so depressed and upset I feel like I could die. I regret so, so much not just canceling the reservation when my parents tried to stop me I didn’t have anywhere to talk about this, so I rambled on by myself, but thank you for reading this long post, everyone.. If you see this post, please leave me a word of comfort ..