Aftereffects after nose surgery -_- Please help,.!

3 months ago, after getting nose surgery with Gore-Tex, I posted this and that and worried a lot.. and somehow 3 months have already passed... Before surgery, I thought everything would get prettier if I had surgery, and that I wouldn’t have to worry or care about my appearance anymore, but this is really.. because of the nose surgery, the number of times I look in the mirror has increased much more than before, and it bothers me, and I even feel like I’m going to develop social avoidance ㅡㅡ.... What if people notice my nose... I had Gore-Tex for the nasal bridge, and AlloDerm for the nasal tip.. The nasal tip and bridge are one thing.. Originally, I didn’t like that my nasal tip was round, so I went in thinking I’d just get tip surgery to make it a bit slimmer, but they said I had a bit of a hump nose, and suggested shaving that down and placing an implant on top, so since I didn’t know much.. I said I’d do that and had the surgery. But although my nose wasn’t extremely pretty, my glabella area was somewhat high, so there had been no mention of touching the glabella, but I don’t know if the doctor placed it considering the overall nose shape, yet they raised it all the way up to the glabella =_=......... So now the problem is this The glabella looks unnatural, and even though it has been 3 months, people seeing me for the first time still ask if I got nose surgery.... They say it’s because my nose is pretty, but I’d rather they not be able to tell.... I don’t mind if it’s lower........................ sigh... On one side of the glabella it’s not like this, but on the right side, the outline of the implant shows, you know? That means it’s crooked, right?; So only on the right glabella side, when viewed from the so-called best selfie angle, there’s a deep shadow, so it looks way too high They say it will go down until 6 months.. Everyone, please read this and leave comments 1. Exactly until when will Gore-Tex lower.. 2. And if there’s no change after 6 months, can I get corrective surgery to lower only the glabella for free at the hospital? And would that surgery also swell badly like the first surgery? With an open approach again.................. 3. I had surgery with an open approach, but the surgical scar is still clear. I’m applying a scar ointment called Contractubex Gel, so when will it get better.. When I go to the hospital, they say it will improve with time......... Sigh........... Maybe I’m being sensitive, but I really feel like I’m going to develop social avoidance; On days when someone asks if I got surgery, I feel depressed all day... Sigh, I guess it depends on personality.. Anyway, thank you for reading If anyone knows the answers to my questions, please reply..(..)