I had it done on the 27th.......

I had nose surgery on the 27th. They did the bridge with silicone and the tip with artificial cartilage??? But the problem is.........when I had the surgery, it hurt SO!!!!!! much. I hate injections by nature, so even if I catch a cold I don’t go to the hospital because I don’t want shots, but anyway, the anesthesia shot hurt so much that I wanted to run out of the operating room, and I held back by shouting the name of the boy who dumped me... barely. But then... no matter how many times I look in the mirror, I can’t really see much difference whether I had surgery or not.. I have very prominent cheekbones.. and my mouth also sticks out, so I had consulted at another hospital before and they told me I couldn’t raise my nose very much, you know? And sure enough.. during the surgery the doctor said beforehand they would make it 4 to 5 mm, so I wasn’t too worried, but after the surgery they shaved it down to 2 mm and even more? There really isn’t any visible change. To me, I only see a little bridge because I never had one to begin with, and the tip is the same too. I’m not happy with it. It really feels like I went through all that pain for nothing, so I kept crying. I’m not supposed to take the tape off, but I already took it all off and keep looking in the mirror and taking side-profile photos, just sighing. What do I do It gets a little lower as time passes, right? I’m panicking at this point. Huhu. Anyway, nose surgery was so scary... Oh, and fortunately the swelling isn’t that bad, more than I expected. Maybe because my face was already swollen to begin with.....

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