I’m finally posting my nose surgery review

I had only been lurking in this community, and I’m finally posting I still don’t want to take photos because I look like a monster Even just having nose surgery was so hard I think people who do jaw surgery are really amazing For me, just nose surgery + epicanthoplasty took about 6 hours of surgery time It was so, so hard... I really never want to do it again I think this is truly something no person should do, something insane Because I had sedation anesthesia, I went to some other country and came back I also fell into a tunnel, once during the epicanthoplasty, once during the nose, 2 times I went to another world for about 3 minutes. It was so, so scary They said the surgery time would be about 3 hours, but even after 3 hours I didn’t come out, so my family thought I had died and were restless The doctor and nurses doing surgery for 6 hours must have been tired too, but as I was lying there, I became numb from head to toe. During the epicanthoplasty, I could feel each stitch being sewn, and even just the epicanthoplasty was hard for me. While under sedation anesthesia, I kept going through the tunnel for 3 minutes, and I thought that meant the surgery was all ending, but that was the beginning.... When putting silicone into the nasal bridge, they had to make space in the nasal bone, so the sound of scraping the nasal bridge bone... When pushing in the implant, my skull shook... When removing ear cartilage, since it was near the ear, I could hear the crisp scraping sound of bone so clearly.. I got chills.... From the time I had epicanthoplasty before the nose surgery.. I wondered why I was on the operating table... I should have just lived with the face I was born with... I regretted it... I absolutely don’t want to get on an operating table anymore... I also want to stop people who are getting nose surgery... Since my swelling still hasn’t gone down, I’m probably saying this because I can’t feel that I’ve become prettier yet... But really, unless you brace yourself firmly and have a fearless, tough mindset.... you won’t be able to do it. It’s really scary. Even now, when I think about the surgery.... I think I should have lived gratefully with the face God gave me. I didn’t even get double eyelid surgery; I only did epicanthoplasty and nose, and they said it was a major surgery because I had a short nose, but I never thought it would take 6 hours.... After the surgery, my ear hurt more...... sigh.... It was so hard...... Those planning surgery... Please think about it one more time.... Thanks to this community, I got good information, and first of all I’m relieved the surgery ended safely and went well... After finishing such a difficult surgery, now that I’m entering day 2, I can use the computer, so I’m writing this review ^^