3 months after revision rhinoplasty, I can finally relax now

I wanted to grab the first surgeon by the collar, but if I had gone to another hospital, they probably still would have reflected none of my opinions and just done the nose surgery anyway In the end, I developed inflammation and they said I needed revision surgery, so I spent about 3 months going around to consultations like crazy and had revision surgery in June This time, I just wanted to live with a normal nose, so I had a natural-looking revision without implants But after getting the revision, I realized that from the start, when looking for a hospital, I should have found a director whose aesthetic sense matched mine And during consultations, I also needed to figure out whether the director is safety-oriented or aesthetics-oriented Maybe it’s a good thing I realized this while going around for revision consultations A safety-oriented director recommends the best materials and surgery based on a natural shape that suits the condition of my nose An aesthetics-oriented director recommends the materials or surgery for the best shape they can achieve according to their own standards But does that mean a safety-oriented director has no aesthetic sense? I think it’s just whether the result is natural or not If I wanted only the parts I felt were complexes to be improved, rather than making my original nose look drastically different, I guess I should have gone to a director who does natural-looking results That’s what I’ve been feeling I’m 3 months out from getting a natural revision without implants During that time, I kept watching to see if my nasal tip might suddenly start dropping early on But that hasn’t happened, and the nasal tip is holding up well, so I’ve decided to relax for now Looking at a perfectly fine nose and spiraling mentally over it made me wonder what I was even doing, so I’m just going to live with peace of mind.. When I got my first surgery, I thought it would be my last surgery In the end, I did get revision surgery too, but I’m really hoping this one will please be my last surgery