Day 6, I never thought something like this would happen to me.

It’s day 6 after my nose surgery. I got the tape removed yesterday. Yesterday, they just removed the tape, disinfected it, and said, ‘You can just go home today,’ so before I even checked how I looked without the tape, I just left. Then after leaving the clinic, I caught a slight reflection in the elevator mirror and was shocked. I just covered it with a mask and rushed home in a panic. As soon as I got home, I looked closely in the mirror Whew//// I’ve never seen a nose like this before. Everyone posts photos from day 4, day 5, and even the photos they post saying they look strange all look totally~~ fine to me. The nasal bridge (silicone used) is crooked. It’s clearly crooked. Also, like a piece of chalk (I definitely said I hated this!!), it sticks out in a straight line, one side is sunken in, and even the area where the silicone was inserted has a different skin color (I don’t think I’ve ever seen anyone like this before.... It’s severe). And the area where the nasal bridge connects to the nasal ala is not connected in a straight line; that chalk-like part is also cut off in the middle (for now, the part from the middle of the nasal bridge to the nasal ala is swollen, so that is part of it), so it’s indistinct, and only the nasal ala is completely round and large like a bulbous nose (septal cartilage and ear cartilage used). It’s too round. Completely hard.. It does seem like the swelling is only around the nasal ala, but still, the shape should be visible to some degree. Also, because they raised the glabella, my impression has changed sharply, like I became a different person... This is.. really, I’ve never seen a nose like this. Usually, after almost a week, the nose is big and swollen, but the shape that just needs the swelling to go down is visible. At least some line.. But the swelling in other parts of my face has gone down a lot. Only my nose is like this, and if this is the final nose, I really need revision surgery. Tomorrow I’m going to the clinic one last time to have the stitches removed. I really regret not looking in the mirror yesterday and checking it right there.... But should I go to the clinic right away today, even a day sooner? If I’m going to have revision surgery, I should do it right away, right? Ah, I really hate this..... There probably isn’t anyone like me, right? Please say something to me