It's day 4 after my nose surgery

I asked online and a few people around me where a place famous for nose surgery was, and almost everyone said ㅇㅇㅇ, so I went straight there without hesitation~ Honestly, I went without knowing a single thing about plastic surgery, so they recommended that I do my forehead, nose, and chin together. I was also overly greedy about wanting to become totally pretty, so I negotiated forehead, nose, tying the front chin, medial canthoplasty, and lateral canthoplasty all for 6.3 million and set a date~ The surgery was 10 days later~ During those 10 days, something bad happened to me, so I had to postpone the surgery date and reduce the surgical areas. My boyfriend said plastic surgery is not something to do all at once and told me to do one thing at a time, so I decided to do only my nose and had surgery on the 24th of this month. Before surgery, the consultation I had before was so long ago that I didn't even remember what kind of nose we were doing, and I couldn't properly talk to the director before surgery. I just heard the director say, "I'll make it a cute image," and without being able to say a single word about what nose I wanted, I had the surgery after leaving everything to the director. Yesterday I had the cotton removed from inside my nose. It really hurt so much that tears kept falling.. The arm where I got the anesthetic injection is completely bruised blue and purple.. Ah, really, this isn't something just anyone can do. I only did my nose because it was truly my complex; if you're doing it just to become prettier, I think it might be better not to^^... I still haven't had the metal removed from my nose. Why am I so stressed until this gets removed? What if it didn't turn out pretty, what if it's not the nose I wanted... what if something went wrong. I can't sleep every night. After getting nose surgery, I understand the feelings of people who get revision nose surgery several times... They said they'll take this off the day after tomorrow~ At that time I'll upload it with photos too^^* Please see if it turned out well.... I regret it a lot because I think I was too immature and got nose surgery recklessly. That's it......... -(Still, it'll turn out well, right?) One person who can't sleep because of stress....-