It’s been about a month since surgery.. Every time I look in the mirror, I seriously feel like I’m dying...ㅠㅠ Now I’ve even developed social avoidance, so I’m not meeting anyone... I have no choice but to go to work, but I feel like people are only staring at my nose, and it’s killing me.. The cigarettes I was going to quit because of plastic surgery.... I quit for a week, but I had nowhere to release the stress, so even though I know I shouldn’t, I started smoking again.... Honestly, everyone who sees me says my nose is pretty, it turned out well, and I hear that a lot.. but I really don’t like itㅠㅠ My nose also looks too long, and it doesn’t seem to harmonize with my face... I haven’t had time to go to the clinic lately, so I uploaded a post with photos in the specialist consultation section here.. The directors also said the bridge and nasal tip seem to have turned out well.. but they said if I really want it, I can have removal surgery even when it’s been one month.. But I asked two of them, and one said that if I remove it now, problems like contracture or scar tissue could follow, while the other said that if there is no current inflammation, there should be no problem... If I have removal surgery before waiting 6 months, is the chance of side effects higher?ㅠㅠㅠㅠ Oh, and I had surgery with silicone on the bridge and ear cartilage on the nasal tip.. during surgery, I felt like they were rasping the bridge..? Quite a lot.... But if I remove both the silicone and cartilage in this state, will my nose completely collapse..?ㅠㅠ My original nose already had almost no bridge and was low... I’m scared that if it gets even lower from there, I’ll really look like Voldemort..ㅠㅠ And I heard that once the nasal tip has been touched and then things are removed, the nose shape changes a lot and can become strange.... I also thought about leaving the tip and removing only the silicone, but then the tip might look too pointy..... I had surgery to get rid of my complex about my nose.. But instead of getting rid of the complex, I feel like I’m about to develop mental illness I never had..ㅠㅠ
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