A fresh review 1 hour after nose surgery..

My surgery was a major surgery. The total surgery time was 6 hours~ It was my third time The first two were both at the same hospital...... Sigh... If you really don’t like the shape and want to improve it, I absolutely don’t recommend going to the same hospital.. That’s just my personal opinion.. Even if it costs money, it’s better than living stressed out from emotional suffering~!! No matter how much I thought about it, I felt like I couldn’t live with this nose.. After surgery.. my nose condition made a bulbous nose look like nothing.. My nose had become so blunt the columella got longer too.. Ugh... My friends said, shouldn’t you become prettier after surgery? Why did you get uglier? All they could see was my nose.. Even if I could say girls notice those things because they have sharp eyes.. even my male friends around me would point right at my nose and say things?! The stress from hearing things like that... people who haven’t experienced it wouldn’t know. Of course, people seeing me for the first time would think my nose was just originally big.. That’s even more despairing........even though it was a surgically done nose.. I was living depressed like that, then I searched around and found a place that does closed rhinoplasty, and had it done in Suwon~ But after seeing the condition of my nose, they said closed surgery was possible, but open surgery would improve it in a way that would satisfy me more, so I eventually chose open surgery After surgery, they showed me what had been inside my nose They said the previous hospital had put a lot in. They said it took a long time to remove all of that.. I got angry.. What kind of fate is this, to have had this much nose surgery.. I should have just lived with my original nose... Aaaaagh My greed really has no enddd~ Oh right, what was inside my nose was rows of AlloDerm, and they said there was also Medpor.. No wonder, even when I looked at my own nose it was like a round candy nose.. Whenever I took photos, it was 100% a round candy nose.. Sigh... But I do have some nasal bridge, so I had only 1 mm of silicone inserted~ It’s been about 1 hour since I came back from surgery now, but swelling? It’s actually smaller than my previous big nose. Even though it’s swollen.. Now I just have to pray inflammation doesn’t happen~ They say nose surgery is a surgery with low satisfaction~ I also had greed~ I hope you all let go of greed. “A celebrity’s nose?!” Please absolutely throw away that kind of thinking.. You need to look in the mirror and hope for improvement from your own nose shape in order to have higher satisfaction. I’ll definitely upload photos once the nose swelling goes down.. Right now I have a splint on..^^ Then, everyone having revision rhinoplasty, let’s stay strong~!! Fighting!!