I went on the family trip that had been planned since before the surgery,,,had no choice but to go,,,and honestly, I didn’t enjoy it there,,,everywhere had air conditioning,,ㅡㅡit was my first package tour, so I was going around with people I didn’t know, and it felt awkward to do massage too,,I did keep doing it in the hotel, on the bus, and in the bathroom, though,,ㅡㅡAfter all that suffering, what’s left is the family photo,,but still, I think it’ll remain in my memory completely,,,Later, when I look at that photo,,I’ll probably think, ah, I almost died at this time,,how much pain was I in back then,,,ㅡㅡBecause of that surgery,,ㅡㅡsomething like that,,ㅎㅎㅎ,,ㅡㅡI came back here right after the trip and read posts again and looked at celebrity photos,,that kind of thing,,,ㅎㅎㅎ I had posted my own photos too, but photos are always different, There are bound to be differences, It’s been over 3 months since removal,, The shape changed a lot,,,now it has mostly settled,, There doesn’t seem to be anything especially different,,the tip point < here (it was slightly shaped like this,,how should I put it,,,the angle at the tip was very slightly sharp,,and it became a little rounder,,but if you just look at it you won’t know,,,you have to zoom in and compare to see it,,,,so visually I don’t think others notice either, and I’m not sure myself,,,but,,,ta-da,,,it seems the battle between scar tissue volume and time has finally begun,,,,the scar tissue had clumped up (contracted) so the tip shape changed and the columella of the nostril changed too,,,ㅠㅜ that period has passed somewhat, and during that time I think the shape was managed by waiting it out and the scar tissue was suppressed at least a little,,now it seems like the fight is with the volume,,for a while I thought it had become a bit smaller,,,and instead of worrying about scar tissue forming, I was worried that the nose shape kept getting smaller and the tip looked like it was disappearing,,,but that worry was for nothing,,,,that was definitely because it was the contracting phase,,,it seems like it’s loosening up a bit now for sure,,the tip is a little,,like when it was my original nose,,after crying a lot for a long time, it’s the tip of the nose,,it looks slightly swollen,,but that’s scar tissue,,,, So now, rather,,,I feel a bit relieved,,,,shape changing would be a bigger problem,,and a bit of volume isn’t too severe,,,from now on I’ve decided to trust time,,of course I’ll keep managing it,,after a year,,,I hope this volume decreases and becomes similar to my original nose,,,,it was my first surgery and a simple one, so I’m pinning hopes on it, but what worries me is my skin type,,ㅡㅡit’s a bit thick,,,,and oily,, Still,,,,I’m going to believe it^^ Even if I compare the columella and the whole side view, there’s no difference, but the reason it looks somehow short and blunt seems to be because of swelling,,as much as the volume of swelling,,there’s scar tissue, so I think that’s why it looks that way,,,I’ll post again to share how it changes over time^^ To everyone who had removal surgery,,,,I hope you all can smile brightly again,,,and I also hope that for myself,,,,,^^ Ah! 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People who had removal surgery will know,,the pain in the morning,,it’s more clumped together,,,,harder,,,,those with a lot of sebum (acne-prone skin,,oily skin,,thick skin,,etc.) are even worse,,, With the sebum it gets even more greasy,,if you take care of the sebum before bed then it’s a little less bad when you wake up,,,when it was really bad I’m not sure if it helped (because I didn’t know about it then and couldn’t do it,,) but these days too, in the morning I still get a bit clumped up and hard,,,and there’s a feeling like it’s shriveled up somewhere,,,,but if I manage the sebum before bed, it’s at least a little better in the morning,,,,I think if this keeps piling up,,it may block some of the clumping that progresses overnight,,since I can feel it being a bit different in the morning, I use egg soap, but I think it would be good to remove the sebum with whatever method suits each person,,actually when I was really sensitive and in pain,,(when the morning symptoms were really severe,,) I used to wake up in the middle of sleep and wipe the sebum off my nose and go back to sleep,,,after getting the sebum out, it becomes a little soft,,that greasy, sticky stuff really is awful,,,ugh,,ㅎㄷㄷ anyway,,after removal you end up clutching at straws, so I think you should try it,,I really think if there’s even a tiny, tiny improvement, then you should absolutely do it,,because I think if that keeps piling up, it will definitely have a good effect,,,,I just couldn’t bring myself not to do it,,,seeing the nose get damaged like that,,ㅡㅡfrom tomorrow I’m going to eat mugwort pills a lot too,,,,because my body is kind of cold, I want my constitution to get a bit warmer,,,they say if your body is warm you don’t get sick, and cold people are more prone to clumping,,so that too,,,,muscles and such,,,so even my constitution,,,I’m grabbing at straws again,,^^I’ll do anything and everything,,,,haha Will my nose get some heat too,,haha if it’s even 0.000001% better, I believe that if I keep at it for a long time it will definitely help,,and that’s also the day-to-day energy that gives me hope for living ahead,,
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