I wrote a post a little while ago. I said that there were so many people at the clinic that it felt like they weren't really paying attention to me.. But now, it's not that I'm being fickle.. I think I did well having it done at that clinic~ My nose looked very crooked, so I was so upset.. Why do other people suffer less, spend less money, and become pretty so easily, but why am I like this... When choosing a clinic this time, I really went around to many places and thought about it a lot.. because I hoped this would be my last surgery. To finally resolve all the many bad memories caused by my nose.. and this damned nose that ruined good opportunities for me.. I wanted to do something about this nose that was like a cancerous shackle to me, and prayed so much that this would be the last time.. Since money was not the issue, even though it was a bit expensive, I went to a clinic director who seemed to have done many noses similar to mine. But there were so many people that I felt like they couldn't give me attention, so I was very hurt.. And then another disaster happened to my nose.. Was I really such an unlucky woman? At first they said blood had pooled in my nose and drained it.. The next day when I saw it, I almost fainted.. It looked abnormal. My nose looked almost broken and crooked.. and the swelling went down extremely unevenly, so it felt like the sky had fallen.. So I told the clinic right away. Then they said let's wait until the swelling goes down a bit.. Ah.. I thought I was just an unlucky woman after all. Even though the same doctor did it, those women's noses over there are pretty and mine is like this.. The dark future that would come again flashed through my mind, so I cried.. but the doctor said let's try correcting it again. My nasal bridge was crooked after my first surgery too. So I had surgery~ Now my nasal bridge is straight!! Actually I wanted a very high, sharp nose.. but they said it can't be done because it seems like the skin at my nasal tip won't stretch any further right now. So they said they would do it again later after time passes and the skin becomes soft. Before, when I went crying and begging the doctor to help me because my nose was crooked, he spoke gently.. soothing me.. saying, this is your fate.. accept it.. And then he brought the nurses and asked, does this nose look crooked? Only to you. Right now your mind is unstable, so you see it that way.. First get an injection. I know a doctor well, so go see him once.. But that place was a psychiatric hospital, and they had given me a tranquilizer injection.. Because the first clinic did that.. I don't trust plastic surgery clinics and really hate them.. So there was something that overlapped and scared me even more.. I was afraid this clinic would do that again too.. But it was the complete opposite.. They said they would definitely help me. They said it seemed like I had gone through so much emotional suffering, and the doctor was upset too, and said let's try, that he was on my side ㅠㅠ At that moment.. I was touched.. Honestly, my nose right now is not incredibly pretty.. compared with other people.. But it is much better than my old nose, and they said they would also touch up the nasal tip later.. so I feel very relieved.. I had suffered from insomnia for several years.. It wasn't only because of my nose, but it started after that.. But after surgery, yesterday I slept for as long as 5 hours for the first time ^^^ I'm rambling.. does everyone understand what I'm saying..? I wrote this very condensed.. hehe What I want to say is~ So I really want to say that even if the price is a bit expensive, find a clinic that has done many noses like yours, and go to a clinic with definite aftercare. People whose first surgery went well may say that clinic is so busy and doesn't pay as much attention.. but it went well for you~~~ lol But I felt warmth at this clinic..^^ At first I was very hurt, but now I like it. Because no matter how skilled a doctor is, they are still human, and even a veteran can make mistakes. Even if it isn't a mistake, each person's constitution is different, so different results can come out. They acknowledge that, and if patients ask them to redo it, they readily redo it. I sound like I've become a broker.. But I really suffered so much because of my nose.. I'm someone whose whole life was affected, even things I was good at were ruined because of my nose. I hope other people who are suffering can also find a good clinic and have good results!!! And not be hurt by plastic surgery clinics anymore.. I want my nose to quickly become soft so I can raise the nasal tip a bit more..^^ ..
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