I took photos to see if it was okay

I woke up in the morning and looked in the mirror, and thought, 'Still, it has gone back a bit to how it used to be,,,' but then I looked at old photos and suddenly fell into depression,,, Looking at old photos,, I wonder what possessed me to decide to have surgery,,, originally the middle of my nasal bridge protruded slightly (it was barely noticeable, and I made an issue of it for nothing,,) and my nasal tip was a straight-nose style,,, saying I'd lift that slightly upward,,, I only thought that if I lifted just the nasal tip, it would connect with my original nasal bridge and just make the nasal tip higher,, Even though I try not to suffer, every morning I keep thinking, 'I hope all of this is a dream' 'I wish today were the day before surgery,,, then I would have looked into it more, and even if I lost some money, I'd get a refund and have my old face now,,' That's what I'm doing,,, My boyfriend keeps comforting me, but,,, the sadness of losing my face is hard to put into words,, I tried to cheer myself up and posted here too, but,, it isn't easy to accept,,, that my old face is now a thing of the past,, My lips are drying out,, my skin is a mess,,, seriously,,,,, Friends who don't know the situation,,, say the weather is nice these days and ask me to go tanning, and in the evening there's a party and they ask me to go hang out,,, totally,,, My greed is answering me with a hug from hell,,,, The left is the pre-op photo,, the middle is after inserting ear cartilage and tying the nasal tip cartilage, in other words after nose surgery (I thought doing only the nasal tip would be simple, so I got nose surgery without even being scared),, and the last is now after removal,,, The ear cartilage was inserted too high up,,, from the front it was a complete pig nose,,, They said if it still looks that way after swelling goes down, they'd reposition it,,, totally absurd,,, They even asked if I wasn't going to do the nasal bridge too,, are they kidding,,, even to me, if you raise it from that nasal bridge, becoming Avatar is only a matter of time,,, crazy,, is my nose there for them to stick their knife into,,,, After seeing the doctor seemed unconfident, I felt like there would be no answer even after the swelling went down, and I missed my old nose so much, so I had it removed,,, The photo after removal is almost front-facing,,, My nose hasn't become shorter, but because of the scar tissue in my nose, it has become a bulbous nose,,, And before, light used to catch at the very tip of my nose, but now the middle of my nose protrudes, making it feel shortened,, How can things become like this in such a short moment,,,, Please, only people who absolutely want it should get surgery,, please,,,, Ah,,, if I get scar-tissue injections, does only that exact area sink in deeply, or does the injected area subtly flatten,, I'm even thinking I want to sculpt with scar-tissue injections,, I'm going crazy,, ㅡㅡ I know it's dangerous, but I heard that if it's done well, it has an effect,,, anyone who has had it,,,, how was it,,, I'm planning to see how things are in two months and, if it's serious, get the injections,,, Absolutely not excessivelyㅡ,,