After finishing college entrance exams in my senior year of high school, my mom told me to get my nose done (my mom had done her nose and double eyelids), so I almost half-forcibly got silicone + ear cartilage. When I was having it done, it hurt so much I honestly wanted to die right there. I’m not really the type to make a huge fuss over pain, but I went up onto the operating table extremely scared. I could really feel everything... the sound of shaving, the feeling of being pinched, even the nurses outside chatting about what to eat for dinner. The surgery alone took about 3 hours. There was some bleeding, so the doctor said he would continue after it calmed down and left.. I lay there for about 20 minutes, then he came back in and barely finished the rest... Anyway, until about 2 weeks later I suffered so much, but after that it turned out really natural and nice. After enjoying college life for about a year, drinking and hanging out, the area between my eyebrows swelled up like a mosquito bite. But I was afraid that if I went back to the hospital, they would do something again, and that it would hurt again, and honestly I never wanted to set foot in that place again. I hated the disinfectant smell and people secretly looking at each other wondering whether they had surgery or not. Then the swelling stayed for quite a long time, for several months or more, so I thought it would become a bigger problem if I left it alone. I went back thinking maybe I would just get an injection, but they said everything had to be taken out again.... They said a foreign body reaction had occurred, and because it had been left untreated for quite a while after the reaction happened, everything had to be removed... They said if I had come earlier when it first happened, I could have just done some kind of medication treatment or something. I almost never cry in front of others, but tears just started falling without me realizing it. I sat there blankly, not saying anything, just wiping away tears, and my mom, who had seen how much I suffered after the surgery, was upset and even complained to the nurse.. Anyway, after 2 surgeries, I had both the implant and the ear cartilage all removed. But now I’m worried... The hospital says they’ll redo my nose for free, or at least give me nose filler, but my boyfriend and friends keep saying I was really pretty when I had my nose done.. and that it would be a waste of money too, since it cost 2.4 million won. But now both my left and right ear cartilage have been used, and they said if I get my nose done again and another foreign body reaction happens, they would have to use rib bone? from the buttocks......... I’m so scared I could dieㅜ Filler...... they say it only lasts about 2 years, and that it hurts too. Since it only lasts 2 years, I’d have to keep getting it regularly, and I hate that too, plus I’m afraid I’ll get addicted. So instead I’m thinking about getting medial epicanthoplasty. I wear circle lenses, and as everyone knows, they’re bad for the eyes. But when I don’t wear them, my eyes look so empty, so I can’t take them out. As for double eyelid surgery, these days if you go out on the street, everyone and their dog has had it, so people say not having it is prettier these days;; I also don’t really want it to look obvious that I had surgery. It’s that mindset of wanting to get prettier without making it obvious. Anyway, please give me an evaluation~~ㅜㅜ Whether I should do my nose The right side in the first photo is after removing everything from the rhinoplasty, and the second photo is when I had my nose done before the foreign body reaction happened. PS It really swelled between my eyebrows like a mosquito bite, but don’t put off going to the hospital just because you’re scared like I was........ You’ll end up like meㅜㅜ Even if you’re scared, please gather courage and go!!!!!!!!!!!!
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