Changes over 8 months after double eyelid surgery. (No photos)

(Surgical method) Partial incision for ptosis correction and epicanthoplasty (Progress) Before surgery - natural eyes 2 months after surgery - the line was thick and swollen, so when I went outside, people noticed 100% 3 months after surgery - similar to month 2. The line started to come down slightly. Because of the stress of people noticing I had double eyelid surgery, I decided to have surgery to remove the double eyelids. 6 months after surgery - because of the stress of people noticing I had plastic surgery, I visited the clinic 3 times and strongly asked them to erase my double eyelids, but they dismissed my request while giving me the “after 1 year” line 8 months after surgery - the line has come down a lot, and the line is visible only at the outer end of the eyes. The strongly formed double eyelids have become slightly lighter, but they are still on the deep side. About 50% of women seem to notice. Then when they find out I had double eyelid surgery, I act calm on the outside, but inside I feel so embarrassed I want to crawl into a hole. -_-; I am a man. It has been 8 months since surgery. I plan to remove the double eyelid surgery. It is embarrassing, but the reason I am posting photos is that I want to ask everyone one last time whether, for a man, natural eyes without surgery are better, or whether eyes made deep like that by surgery are better. And I do not care if people who knew me before see them.. because I am going to remove my double eyelids Before surgery I got greedy and did it, but I really need to go back to being a natural person instead of someone who has had plastic surgery Because I am a man, it stresses me out even more. When women look at my eyes, they wonder whether this man had surgery or not. The reason is because the double eyelids are set too deeply.. lol They probably think, “No way, would he really have done it?” and then look at me with suspicious eyes haha I really hate this... A man who had plastic surgery.. Ah, I completely hate it.. Honestly, natural eyes are better for men.. eyes made deep by double eyelid surgery are not that great, right? And when you find out a man had double eyelid surgery, how do you feel? I am really curious;