I finally... did it.. lol

I really thought about it a lot.. I came into this community every day.. Seeing it, nose surgery seemed to have the most side effects.. I worried and worried and worried and worried like crazy.. If not for this chance, there wouldn't be another one.. So I did it before Lunar New Year.. I took two days off, and on the Saturday of the previous week.. The schedule was fully booked, so I went at night and had it done -ㅅ- But that was actually better.. What would I do if I ran into someone in the elevator with tape stuck all over me.. Going in late at night was nice because I didn't run into anyone.. First of all.. maybe because Lunar New Year is peak season.. Even though I went to the clinic at night.. There were people who had surgery before me, their guardians.. and so on, so it didn't feel like a holiday at all.. it was crowded.. -ㅅ- When I had double eyelid surgery, I went during the day, put on glasses afterward, took a taxi home.. but because this was my nose, I felt a bit uneasy, so I brought my mom.. I brought a hat, scarf, and mask and went.. It was my first time having sedation anesthesia too.. anesthesia was scary... I was so nervous.. until I fell asleep.. I was holding the manager's hand again... -ㅅ- A bit embarrassing.. Even though I'm not young... ahem.. Anyway.. When I woke up and went to the recovery room.. My mom was looking at me with a face completely full of worry and concern.. and couldn't say anything.. My mom had been somewhat against it... saying what if I ended up needing surgery multiple times.. hmm.. But well.. I was out of it.. so I just leaned against the bed without talking, spaced out.. dozed off for a bit.. After the dizziness passed, I came home very late at night.. I didn't look in the mirror until the next morning.. because I didn't want to see.. I hadn't looked after double eyelid surgery either.. The manager said it would be better not to look.. lol Anyway.. after that.. I went back a few more times for disinfection.. I have rhinitis, so I was really worried.. Thankfully.. it wasn't a seasonal transition period.. So it didn't get especially worse or anything.. just.. I couldn't blow my nose, so it was very~ uncomfortable.. But I was scared, so I couldn't even touch near my nose.. And that's how I spent the whole week-long holiday.. But I don't regret it.. Because from now on I can go out looking prettier.. lol But why does it feel like I don't have much swelling? Hmm............. The nasal tip is blunt.. But it feels like I don't have a nasal bridge........ My nose had absolutely no bridge or anything before.. When I look below my eyes, I can see the nasal bridge at the side!!!!! There is something there.. oh... How can this be so fascinating.. lol I'm happy.. I'll upload photos later after going in for a follow-up.. Once my nose is completely normal~ Those of you who gave up your holiday like me and had surgery~ You all worked hard~ Become prettier~^-^/