I'm a woman who's really scared of everythingㅠㅠ I have a phobia of injections. I even have a phobia of pills, so I'm the kind of woman who absolutely won't take pills even if I'm in pain to death, but if it's to get prettier, what can't I do? I had an appointment at 2 p.m. today and lay down on the operating table. My blood vessels are weak, so they stuck needles in both arms four timesㅠㅠ Every time I go to the hospital, the nurses turn my arm into a honeycombㅠㅠ and if a beginner nurse is there that day, they jab this arm so much it doesn't even feel like my arm anymore ㅠㅠ Anyway, after they finally got the IV in, I fell asleep... Then they woke me up and shaved my nostril hairㅡㅡ They said they were really starting now. First, they took ear cartilage. I could hear the slicing sound from the knife, crunch crunch. The doctor kept talking to me lol "It doesn't hurt, right? You'll only hear the sound lol" like that ㅠㅠ Why did you wake me up..............just let me sleep Honestly, hearing the sound was the scariest part... Crunch crunch....crack crack. Crunch. Snip snip, the sound of scissors Anyway, after they took the cartilage, now the nose surgery I don't know if they stuck needles into both nostrils or what, but it hurt a lotㅡㅡ It hurt every time they pressed my nostrils. When I frowned and went "Ah~ ah~," they said, "Does it hurt? Why isn't the anesthesia working?" They took that nostril needle out and put it back in about 3 more times, and when I still kept saying it hurt, (to be honest, it hurt really.. very.. just a little. I was exaggerating ㅠㅠ) they kept putting the needle in and pressing ㅠㅠ Now it was time to open the nostrils. They cut the middle of the nose, and it felt like cutting with a stiff saw. This was on a totally different level from what I had imagined, like gently slicing skin with a scalpel lololol No, they were just sawing through my soft, delicate flesh that seemed like it would cut after a few back-and-forth strokes!!!!!! Because of the sound and sensation, my mood... was so great I could ascend to heaven.... I tried thinking about something else so I wouldn't think the feeling was awful. The only thing that came to mind was, Wow.. celebrities are seriously amazing. They endure surgeries like this multiple times, have revisions, do another area, and another and another!!! I truly came to respect them. Now when celebrities come out after surgery, I decided I should compliment them.ㅠㅠ Anyway, to get to the point, Damn, after that they did sleep anesthesia, but I heard the doctor say to the nurse, "Hammer~" and I was so shocked I woke up. Can this happen? I woke completely up from just one word, "hammer." Don't doctors usually use medical terms when talking with nurses? Why make a fuss saying "hammer" as hammer, a word a civilian like me can understand? If you say hammer, that means the hammer I used to smash walnuts without mercy. Suddenly I felt sorry for the walnuts...... Fuck, I'm screwed, what's coming has come. I resigned myself. Like putting a nail into my nose and hitting it with a hammer. That feeling. Exactly! That feeling. A nail on the left side and 8 hits with the hammer. A nail on the right side and 8 hits with the hammer. Then left again, right again, left again, right again. Because I was anesthetized, of course it didn't hurt. But the feeling of being hit with a hammer.. I felt it. Vividly. I even felt whatever it was, a nail or something, going into my nasal bone. Vividly! I overcame the hammer and begged them to please put me to sleep.................ㅠㅠ I fell asleep while hearing, "Cut 2 mm of cartilage~"ㅠㅠ When I woke up, it was over. My nose was wrapped round and round with tape. lolololololol I'm seriously bad at writing lololol It got all jumbled up. Please figure it out as you read. The conclusion is: The surgery didn't hurt! Because I was anesthetized. The injections hurt so much~ hurt hurt hurttt~ hurt hurt hurttt~ I didn't tell my family I was getting plastic surgery, and just went home right after the surgery, but my mom and dad weren't surprised lolololololololol "Good thing you paid for it with your own money. Good job lol" That kind of reaction?? lolol The good thing was.. my mom put meat on my rice bowlㅠㅠ It's been fucking ages.ㅠㅠ Anyway, once the swelling goes down, I'll upload photos lolololol
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