Dissatisfied with the size

Height: 172 cm Weight: 49~51 kg Short inframammary fold Pectus carinatum Baseline breast tissue: AAA cup I wore a 70A bra, but it was totally empty, so even when I wore Aimerfeel it looked like AA I really had basically no breast tissue at all.. Breast pocket 11.7~12.7 I’m almost 2 months post-op. The shape is fairly okay, there has been no change in sensation, and the scars are healing decently, but at the time of surgery, I went to about four hospitals for consultations, including the hospital where I had surgery. Among them, three hospitals all recommended around 320 cc, or one hospital said I could even go up to 340. Roughly, they all recommended 320, but only the hospital where I had surgery specifically said 265 would give me a natural-looking C cup (the size I had said I wanted). I worried until the day of surgery, then said I thought it would be too small and that I would do 285 instead, so I increased it. But my upper bust circumference is 80.6 and underbust is 68.7. It’s a B cup ^^ a small one.. Even just looking at it, it looks small. Since the surgery, not a single person I know has noticed.. The V-fit surgical bra you wear after surgery has to be worn one cup size bigger, so I wear a slightly big bra like it has padding, but it’s empty inside.. So I want revision surgery, but the cost is such a concern. At my hospital, other hospitals offer lifetime A/S for complications, but ours only allows it once.. It was much cheaper than other places.. so I did it here.. Anyway, if I go around hospitals again for consultations, revision surgery now costs in the mid-10 million won range.. I don’t have that money at all, so I want to tell the hospital where I had surgery that I want revision surgery, and say that the size discussed during consultation is not what I have now and that I’m extremely stressed, then pay only a small implant cost and surgery fee? like around 2.5 to 3.8 million won? and have the revision.. I had surgery to get rid of trauma, but I feel like I gained more trauma.. So I’m planning to get revision surgery in a few months to size up, but is there anyone here who had revision surgery for this kind of reason within less than a year? I’m also curious whether you were satisfied afterward. Please, think of it as saving a person.. please let me know.. I want to die. Every time, because of me, who can’t finish surgery in one go, I wonder why my life is like this.. Please leave lots of comments. I come into this community at least 100 times a day. If there is anyone like me here, please help! It’s okay to send me a private message too.