Alar reduction surgery. I’m seriously in bad shape,,.

I had it yesterday...... I thought alar reduction usually doesn’t swell much. It’s not like I had no nasal bridge at all.. The shape of my nasal tip was a bit strange, and my nostrils were uneven in size, and when seen from the front I just looked kind of blank-looking.. so I had surgery. Before surgery, other people would say my nasal tip was round so it was cute, my nostrils were cute... and there were a lot of people who found me cute, but my nostrils being big was just too much... and also from the front, my nostrils were the type that showed. So I made up my mind, and even though I’m so scared of going under the knife that I couldn’t even get double eyelid surgery, I did it... But when the tape was on, it covered the ends of the nasal ala so it looked okay, but after taking it off....... it’s true that my nostril size did decrease, but...... when looking straight from the front, it really seems like my nostrils stand out even more, and (they cut and sutured from the outside).. the nasal ala itself looks thicker, so I think I look even more crude. What is this, please ㅇ.... If this is swelling, then at least as the swelling goes down, the alar size might decrease a little.. but if that’s not it, then honestly the nose I had before, the one that was loved and suited my face well, was better than doing this for nothing Ah please.. For those who had alar reduction too, did your nasal ala swell like this, or is this now just my nose? When I touch it, the area near the stitches feels hard Or could it be that because of the stitches, the black thread is holding the shape that way, making it look like that for no reason? What answer am I trying to hear? Anyway, I’m so upset right now I feel like I’m going crazy....... Please give me some answers,,