Please help meㅡㅡ...I’ll give you the hospital info

Sigh I had my second nose surgery in March. But it looked too natural, so I decided to get revision surgery again, and since I wanted a flashy nose, I looked around here and there, but as expected people’s tastes are all different, so the reviews were all over the place. Among them, I went to a place I had simply heard about from an older sister I know. The surgery was on the 9th, and today is the 27th. At my first follow-up visit two weeks later, I thought my nose looked crooked, so I told the director that my nose seemed crooked. But the director kept saying things like if you keep touching the nose like clay, it will take shape. Also, even after two weeks, my right nostril kept bleeding. It wasn’t a lot, just a little bit continuously, and when the director saw that too, he said there was nothing wrong with the nose and told me to wait. I went home thinking it was still swollen and that only two weeks had passed, so I should just watch it a little longer. But today, the 27th, I put on BB cream and skin makeup for the first time and looked in the mirror, and I could clearly feel that my nose was crooked. I was so angry that I called and said my nose seemed crooked, and they told me to come next Tuesday. I’m a timid person and not good at arguing, so I don’t know how I should talk when I go on Tuesday if I want a refund, and I’m so angry, I can’t even go outside. My nose is bent like < this, between the brow area and the nose. I’m really speechless... What if I go on Tuesday and they act so confident as if they’re in the right? And I’m 21 and still young, so what if they look down on me? I’m really worried because I’m just not the kind of person who can be tough. If you got a refund or confronted them, how should I talk and how should I act?.. This is my first time dealing with something like this, so I’m about to cry. And it’s not even my second surgery, it’s my third, and now they’re saying I have to have surgery again, which is so hard. I thought this would be the last time, and I don’t have money, but I can’t live with a crooked nose like this....