It’s been a little over 2 weeks.. I want to remove it..

I raised the bridge about 2 mm with silicone and for the nasal tip, 3.5 mm, tied the cartilage? and used septal cartilage.. After reading about it, they say that even if it’s removed, it’s hard to go completely back to my original nose.. So I’m wondering whether I should have revision surgery instead of removal.. Emotionally, I really want to remove it.. Until before surgery, I never imagined I’d end up writing something like this.. I wanted the surgery so badly that I didn’t even click posts like this.. I want to remove it because of the shape Some of you may say, what are you talking about when it’s only the 2nd week, but just looking at my friends around me, by 2 weeks the major swelling is gone and only minor swelling is left, right.. After my nose surgery, my nasal tip became excessively long.. Of course, even when I looked in the mirror, I knew it didn’t suit my face at all, but once I met my friends, I started hating looking in the mirror.. My friends didn’t recognize me.. Even my mom didn’t recognize me when she met me outside.. Of course, if they couldn’t recognize me because I got prettier, I’d be really grateful. But that’s not it; they said it looks strange. They said it looks scary, fierce, and like a witch nose.. They said my previous look was much better.. That I actually got uglier.. It’s a bit like a bird beak shape.. with a drooping, arrow-like nose.. It just doesn’t fit my face at all, and the balance is completely broken.. I know it looks strange too, but when my friends say that, I feel like I’m going crazy.. People said how can someone change this much when only the nose changed.. (in a bad way..) No, still, it’s okay that I didn’t get prettier.. But hearing that I actually got uglier and look strange... sigh These days I cry every morning... My face wasn’t originally ugly, and people said I’d be pretty if I just fixed my nose, so I did it, but they ruined the shape of my nose. I want to turn it back right away.. At minimum, after how many months is revision surgery possible? I feel like I’m going to develop social avoidance.. because my friends say the nasal tip is long and high so it’s obvious... They’re friends who normally can’t say harsh things If I can go back to my original nose, I’ll really live loving my face.. Maybe because I’m young, each day is so hard to get through The nasal tip is too long downward, and once the swelling goes down and the tip drops, it’ll get even longer.... I want to have revision surgery or removal quickly.. Can I have surgery after one month.?