Posting photos after removing the splint (photos removed)

Before, on day 4, I posted that I was having a hard time because it seemed like it hadn't come out well. At that time, people commented that I should watch it a bit longer Now it's been 10 days. The splint is off and the swelling has gone down a liiittle, so how does it look? Please take a look. My nose looks too foreign. The clinic keeps saying the shape will change as swelling goes down until 6 months, but Isn't the shape almost all settled now? My nose is actually a bit more upturned than before, and it just looks like silicone was placed on top of my original nose I wanted to look like the photo below. The line I drew on my photo is the line I wanted. I wanted the line to have that soft feeling too, but it's completely straight like a man's nose or a foreigner's nose I wanted it to feel like it came forward naturally from my own nose, but it feels like it was just placed on top of my nose And while doing that, the line actually became straighter and the angle became flatter too (the height difference between the bridge and the tip decreased), so overall the nose feels stuck upward? That's why it looks foreign It looks really obvious.. My forehead used to be round and pretty too, but instead my forehead gets buried.. Ahh It feels like they didn't think about my whole face and just raised the nose Everyone says it's not that strange, but I feel extremely, really disappointed In photos it doesn't look that severe, but my overall impression has completely changed.. Like a foreigner, yeah, harshly.. I used to have a somewhat cute impression, but today I got called ma'am on the bus If I wait longer, will the glabella area come down a bit? The clinic says once time passes and the swelling goes down more, the line will also become a soft curve like that and the upturned nose will come down.. But it's not some magical silicone, can the shape really change that much? Sob sob If it stays feeling like this, I really feel like I wasted my money.. They said they would make it subtle and natural... I'm so worried about how I'm supposed to go to school... It looks totally obvious that I had plastic surgery