(Removal day 1) Day 13 after nose surgery... I finally had it removed.

Really, I guess once I make up my mind, I move things along way too fast.... Last night I couldn’t sleep and kept worrying, and as soon as I woke up in the morning, I bothered the consultant by calling and clinging to her this way and that Still, luckily, I got it removed right away today. Today too, the surgery patients were in the waiting room wearing surgical gowns.. They looked at me with puzzled eyes. I wanted to stop them... hahaha... Everyone told me to think carefully, asking if I really wanted to go back to my previous nose. Except for my mom, they said it was just because of swelling and that it was much better than my old nose. And honestly, after surgery my nose really was much prettier.. lol The side profile was art too.. It was the kind of nose you’d want... Then... was my original nose pretty??... Hmm.. In someone’s words, I guess it was a bulbous nose with a collapsed nasal bridge, like it had been hit a few times? hahaha My impression was gentle, so my face just looked cute and the nose didn’t stand out.. Someone.. who saw my nose said this. Hey! Your nose is really.... ugly... they said...... hahaha But why did I remove it???.. Unlike the side profile, from the front it looked lifted like a pig nose, and I guess just because a nose becomes pretty doesn’t mean it can become my nose. I just couldn’t adapt to it, it didn’t suit me, and my impression changed too... And there was also the burden of carrying anxiety for the rest of my life about possible situations (you know???) (of course, there are people who live fine without issues), and my mom’s lament about losing her daughter...... For all those reasons, I removed it... hmm... The surgery took 3 hours, but removing it was really over in an instant~ It makes me wonder when I ever raised my nose... Of course, right now in front of the mirror, there is one face with strange taping on the nose and a round rice-cake-like thing placed on it.. Well... I’ve seen this face for 30 years, so why is this easier to get used to? I’ll say it once again, really... Think a hundred times before getting nose surgery... A large amount of money, your body, and your mind can all suffer~ Right now my mind feels much more at ease~^^ Well, anyway, my nose is completely flattened .lol I’ll cover everything with clothes and makeup~ I hope the pain goes away quickly. It aches and hurts so much Ah, and.. I spent a lot of money this time and learned a really good lesson, so I want to tell everyone too.. Nose surgery... this is NG. If possible, just live as you are~~~