It’s been 1 year since my rhinoplasty.. I want revision surgery

These days, as it’s getting close to one year since my rhinoplasty, I really want revision surgery. After coming into this community and reading posts, people say the more you touch the nose, the worse it gets.. But I still want to do it My original face isn’t especially pretty either, so I tried to think, “It’s not like I’m going to make a living off my face, so with my first surgery I’ll just raise the area between my eyebrows a bit, reduce the bulbous-nose look a little, and be satisfied~” I’m reasonably satisfied with the shape because it doesn’t really look obviously operated on, isn’t high, and looks natural. But when I go somewhere with bright light, the area where the forehead and nose connect around the glabella is clearly separated by a shadow, so it looks detached Like a nose was stuck onto my face.. Other people were dissatisfied because theirs were too high, but for me it’s the opposite I even had an online consultation about that issue. The director said it seems to be because the silicone starts from the double-eyelid line.. In my case, the drop between the forehead and the nasal starting point is large, so if I have revision surgery, they would probably use a higher and longer silicone implant. They said they would do the revision if I just pay the anesthesia fee, but the anesthesia fee alone is 1 million won...ㅜㅡ Ah.. I need to handle this myself without asking my parents, but as a student, it’s such a burdensome amount.. So what makes me even more annoyed is, if they knew my nose so well, why didn’t they do it properly during the first surgery The surgery fee was also extremely expensive(400↑) ..Another thing I’m worried about is whether they would have to remove septal cartilage again if I have revision surgery.. (I didn’t use ear cartilage; I used septal cartilage.) Reading posts here, I saw some people thinking about revision because their silicone goes up to the eyebrows, so the idea that I need to use even longer silicone is a bit scary too The hospital seems trustworthy, so I currently have an appointment booked to get a more detailed consultation.. Actually, the director also suggested filling in that boundary area with filler, but filler isn’t permanent, so I’m bothered by the fact that once it disappears, I’d have to keep going back to get it done... I wanted to fix it once and never go to a hospital again for the rest of my life..