It’s been 6 days since I had rhinoplasty at a famous hospital. Please read this

I went through emotional distress for years because of my nose.. I searched online and went around to several plastic surgery clinics.. wasting time.. wasting money on consultation fees... worrying and going from place to place.. Then I thought, if I keep this up, I’ll never get it done in my lifetime.. so I decided on a hospital that seemed likely to have done many people with noses similar to mine. Also a hospital whose before-and-afters showed noses that were a bit more defined and noticeably done. And a hospital rumored to be even better after surgery because the director is known to have such good character... So I had surgery there... But.. my expectations and predictions seem to have been wrong.. As for the shape, it has only been 6 days, so I can’t really say anything yet. But I feel like I won’t be satisfied.. First of all.. the consultation felt rushed, like I was being chased. The first time I went, I waited 3 hours and the consultation ended in 3 minutes. They did a virtual simulation and said, it will be like this, as if by magic... So I couldn’t even ask what I wanted to ask I just went, “Ah~” and came back.. With the manager, I talked for tens of minutes.. Because the price was so expensive.. and because it felt so different from the very good rumors about the director.. I went around to other hospitals. But I kept hearing good rumors about that hospital... If you want a defined nose, go there. If anything goes wrong, they take full responsibility.. So I made up my mind and went back for another consultation.. But I couldn’t even see the director and had another consultation with the manager.. It’s not like the manager is going to operate on my nose.. But they said he was continuously in surgery so I couldn’t meet him, so what could I do I just made a reservation and came back.. They said I could have a sufficient consultation before surgery.. But.. even on the day of surgery.. it was really 1 minute.. I felt a bit anxious.. They didn’t even listen to the shape I wanted. They just told me to think only good thoughts now... and said if time was delayed, the surgeries would be backed up, so they rushed so much.. I couldn’t even ask what I wanted and went into surgery. I was really anxious... But because the fat had to be harvested first.. I fell asleep first.. and didn’t see the doctor again.. on the operating table.. So honestly.. I’m anxious that maybe another doctor did the surgery.. That wouldn’t be the case, right..? It’s just my imagination, right..? But.. from my position, having paid twice as much to have the director do it, money is money, but I did it to get that much better of a result.. Something feels worrying. And another thing that worries me is that I didn’t see the director after surgery.. I want to hear whether it went well, what happened, and so on.. but there was none of that And even during treatment, the nurse did almost everything and the doctor came for about 30 seconds. “Yeah, it’s okay, it went well..” What upsets me so, so much is.. I had surgery because of my upturned pig-like nose.. but it still looks wide open like a pig nose.. and the other people at the hospital have defined, pretty noses My nose, even in this swollen state, has a very natural-looking height... and still a pig-like nose length.... They said it would come down a bit when the swelling goes down, but even if it comes down 2 mm.. compared with the money and time I put in.. it’s a little better than before, but I keep thinking that I didn’t necessarily have to choose that hospital.. There are so many people that it feels like they don’t even remember me.. I gave up so much for rhinoplasty.. If the number of people decreases and I go back, would they pay a little more attention and say they’ll make it a bit higher....??? For now.. it’s still swollen, so I’m not saying something has gone wrong yet.. But compared with what I expected.. they didn’t pay much attention to me. And thinking that as long as the result was good, I just paid an amount of money others wouldn’t even consider.. but did I just waste my money for nothing... and the result also doesn’t seem right.. I’m so upset and don’t know what to do, so I’m writing here