Everyone, please hear me out just once about what’s been worrying me

<Selfie, flipped left-right><2><3><4><5><First surgery (sausage eyelids)>Lately, after hearing a few times from some people that it would look okay if I just did something about my right eye, it started bothering me so much. When I meet people, I keep thinking, “What is that person thinking when they look at my eyes..” and I started considering a third surgery. First surgery: incisional method (became legendary sausage eyes) Revision: lowering the double-eyelid line Honestly, when I look in the mirror or take selfies, it looks okay, but when I take photos with the rear camera and such, my left eye really stands out. The photos I uploaded now were taken as selfies and then flipped left-right (to give the feeling of how it looks with the rear camera). Since it was seriously sausage-like after my first surgery, I thought the revision went well and just lived with it. But now that a little over 2 years have passed since the revision, I’ve made up my mind that I should have surgery again. First of all, the free aftercare/A/S period has passed, and when I messaged the hospital where I had my revision, they asked, “Should we schedule a follow-up appointment for now?” so I made an appointment. I’m aware there may be an additional fee. What I want is to match the left line, and also because the right side has slightly loosened and a scar? or something formed, I want to have that touched up again too. But I won’t know until I go to the hospital, but will they do it again for me? And what I’m scared of is that the revision surgery cost was terrifyingly expensive, so I’m scared how much the additional fee will be this time I’m okay up to the low-to-mid 1 million won range but will it be more than that..? So I’m also thinking about getting a third surgery at a completely different hospital, so I’ve been going around for consultations. Everyone who has looked into hospitals because their line was set too high will know, the cost is seriously enormous.. on average 4 million won, or even more. But honestly, I’m a bit doubtful whether a third surgery has enough merit to pay over 4 million won again at another hospital. When I think about it myself, I don’t think it’s to that extent.. In real life, my left eye does look a little unnatural(?) and the eye is a bit puffy.. I’m just so conflicted and worried..... Everyone, I’m curious about your opinions.. and please leave me some kind words too haha Maybe my self-esteem has gotten low these days just thinking about my eyes stresses me out and makes me tear up ㅠㅅㅠ Still, when you leave your opinions, please be objective!!!!! Thanks for reading this long post, everyone ♥_♥