After nose surgery, I guess I look like I’ve gained less weight lolol;;;

It’s already getting close to 1 year since my surgery.... Wow... Lol time didn’t pass that fast in the beginning after surgery, but now it feels like it’s going at 4x speed...;; These days I’m stressed about my weight I’ve become a pig I’m turning into someone with a double chin... Aaaagh!! My neck is disappearing, so I’m going to start dieting now What’s the point of getting pretty nose surgery; when I’ve gained weight and all you can see is my double chin I need to start taking care of myself again... But after gaining weight, my whole face got bigger and it feels like fat has even gone onto my nose;; thud!!! Thankfully, because I had nose surgery, my nose hasn’t gotten buried in my face fat and disappeared, but I need to lose weight quickly At this rate my fat looks ready to swallow the silicone too;;; lolol My nose is exactly the same in height and shape as it was at 6 months I don’t think those things change anymore... I need to lose weight... Ah, I really need to reflect I spent so much money to become prettier, so I shouldn’t get this lazy The photo on the bottom right is from three months ago;; I gained 8 kg since then;; ㄷㄷㄷㄷㄷ I must be crazy.. My appetite has gone wild, and this isn’t even eating anymore, I’m basically inhaling food... It’s not like I’m taking herbal medicine either, seriously.. Why does everything taste so good.. I’m showing the absolute peak of greed for food;; Is there any way to make my appetite drop completely?? Last time I saw on TV that some ulzzang deliberately made food taste weird and bad to diet, so she would lose her appetite while eating... But... I could absolutely never do that;;;; That would just raise my stress level more, so I don’t think it suits me.. And I’m the type of woman who stuffs herself when she gets stressed.... lol But what’s really fascinating is, maybe because my nose is higher now, I don’t really feel like I’ve gained that much weight~~ I gained 8 kg, so it’s actually really serious;;; When I tell my friends I gained 8 kg, they don’t believe me;;; They tell me not to exaggerate.... In the past, even if I gained only 3 kg, my friends would say I gained a lot and tell me to work out with them lolol Maybe because of my nose surgery, I look a bit sharper, so I look like I gained less weight lolol But right now ㅡ.ㅡ this isn’t the time for me to be happy about that;;;;;.... Aaaang, starting today I’m going to ride a bike and control my meals I need to make all the money I spent feel worth it again;;; I came back with chubby review photos to get some energy from the people who said my nose is pretty~ Please give me lots of support soon~~~~ ^^