This time, for my revision rhinoplasty, I’m absolutely going natural so I can get out of this mental spiral…

After my first surgery, I started spiraling mentally because of my nose, blamed myself, got angry, and so on. I thought, from the beginning, I should get revision surgery in the style I originally wanted. Maybe then I could get out of these negative thoughts.. I became fixated on that idea, looked for clinics, went to consultations, and all that. Anyway, I decided to get revision surgery, just hoping it would please become natural-looking.. Honestly, it wasn’t like my nose had developed side effects or anything, so of course I wondered whether revision surgery was really the right thing to do. But rather than having my anger rise and fall every time I looked in the mirror, I felt like getting revision surgery would be better. Of course, the important thing is that it has to turn out well too.. So this time, I obsessively searched mainly for doctors who do natural-looking noses. I did consider up to a somewhat naturally glamorous look, but while going around for consultations because of this revision surgery, I realized one more thing. 1. Among doctors, there are honest doctors who recommend the surgical direction and materials while thinking about “me.” And one characteristic of those doctors was that they had been doing noses for a really long time. They were also places where people here said things like, “I don’t know about surgery there, but definitely at least get a consultation; they explain things in real detail.” The doctors didn’t just answer the questions I asked. They accurately told me about the condition of my nose, and when I asked about things I had heard at other clinics, they would say that things I really didn’t need seemed unnecessary, and explain why they thought I didn’t need them. I liked that. For everyone who wants a natural-looking revision surgery, 1. (I don’t know about surgery either; that’s your own decision) I felt it would be good to definitely get consultations with honest doctors. 2. I think I used their advice as my standard. Because even though the doctors’ styles were different, the content of their explanations had a similar direction. So I felt there wasn’t any overtreatment. 3. And those doctors reflected my opinions well. Of course, they told me what was possible among my opinions, and for what wasn’t possible, they explained why it couldn’t be done, so it was easy to accept. Anyway, I decided to get my revision surgery naturally this time.. The revision surgery went well in the style I wanted, and if in the future I ever want to have surgery on another area again, at that time, I really won’t do something like look into clinics lightly..