I must be crazy. Maybe I'm being punished for my greed. It's now been exactly 2 years since I had my nose done. When I see women walking around, all I can see is their noses. I feel uncomfortable with myself, and even when I see women who had nose surgery, I feel nauseous. Redness in winter, the mark at the end of the silicone, cartilage protrusion, and the taut-looking, shiny silicone bother me. I told myself 6 months ago that I should take it out, but I still haven't been able to. My husband probably knows I had it done, but how am I supposed to say it? I'm scared ㅠㅠ I'm scared of getting contracture, and of my nostrils becoming uneven. I guess I really am being punished ㅠㅠ
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