I was looking at my nose, thought the bridge looked low, looked up plastic surgery clinics, and got surgery impulsivelyㅠㅠ Also, I have a very slightly upturned nose.. I found that out after consulting at the plastic surgery clinic... It's not severe.. Right now, after surgery, my nose looks like an Avatar nose...ㅜㅜ From the side, it looks like a witch nose.. My friend says the front view is a bit like that.. but it must be because of swelling.. And my nose looks long too.. And the important thing is that it's so uncomfortable, and when I touch my nose while sleeping I startle awake.. Every dawn, when I wake up from sleep, I'm on this community reading posts, and it's so hard..ㅜㅜ And they put silicone, septal cartilage, and ear cartilage in my nose, and because I had a slight hump, they shaved it down a little... It's been 9 days since surgery, but I liked how comfortable I looked before, and my old nose looks prettier to me..ㅠㅠ And I'm so scared of later getting inflammation, having to remove it, and having revision surgery and things like that.. So today I went to the clinic where I had surgery and said I wanted to take out everything from my nose surgery.. Then the plastic surgery consultant said it can't look pretty yet, but apart from all that, I said I can't sleep these days and I have rhinitis so my nose is blocked, and I want to remove it. When I consulted with the consultant, the cost was similar to what I expected, but when I consulted with the director, the director said he couldn't do it..ㅠㅠ told me to go to another clinic.. If I was going to do it, he said to pay the revision surgery fee.. So when I asked if I couldn't go back to my original nose, he said I could go back, but to pay the revision surgery fee and do it..ㅜㅜ So more money was added on top of what I paid for surgery... I cried at the clinic.. I was truly so sad. I really want removal, and I heard that from 2 weeks after surgery to before a month is when it can return most similarly to your own nose.. But when I asked the consultant about how much it would be, she said she would discuss it with the director and contact me next week... For me, every moment is urgent.ㅜㅜ
If a month passes like this, I'll have to wait six months, and that's so hard.. What if my nose gets inflamed or something goes wrong.. I can't sleep every day because of these thoughts.. The plastic surgery consultant said if I'm worrying that much, I should maybe get treatment at a psychiatric hospital and find peace of mind.. But when a patient is begging for removal, that's what she says..ㅜㅜ Haa... I'm also not sure whether that clinic would do a good job on my nose even if I had surgery there.. It seems like the director doesn't want to operate on my nose, so I don't know what to doㅠㅠ They're telling me to wait until the swelling goes down, but then it will be too late.. I want to go back to my old nose.. My current nose is so uncomfortable, and I feel like I'll live every day on edge...ㅠㅠㅠㅠ Please leave comments. Is there another decent clinic? Is there a place that is good at removing nasal silicone, septal cartilage, and ear cartilage and repositioning my own nasal cartilage??ㅜㅜㅜ If I remove everything, my slightly upturned nose won't become a completely upturned nose, right??ㅜㅜ Honestly, I'm very scared, but I want removal. Rather than living in constant anxiety like this, I want to take everything out and comfortably blow my nose and touch my nose like before..ㅜㅜ Why did I get nose surgery back then? I feel so foolish and regret it...
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