When I mentioned Medpor on the hospital website, they called right away and sounded flustered. They asked why I hadn't told them before removing it... So I asked, did you even ask me... When I pushed back with various things like that, maybe they had nothing to say, because they said okay. Well, as I wrote below too, since the hospital also did something wrong, they said they would remove it well through an open approach... Since it's open surgery, removal should still be possible, but...
The problem is with an open approach, if they remove the adhered Medpor, they'll probably have to tear everything out... I'm worried about depression.
It's not 5 days old, it's Medpor that's been in for 5 years.................
ㅠㅠ Before removal 10 days ago~
I was half scared + half hopeful,
but now I'm filled only with fear...
Since I've been crying all day without eating or sleeping...
My boyfriend says he'll come with me to the hospital... I feel bad for all the trouble he's going through beside me............
I'm just going to think that the open-surgery scar will disappear someday...
After removing the Medpor, even if I don't like the columella area, since I made this difficult decision, I'm just going to live with it~ I don't have money for revision surgery, and I don't want to get back on the operating table either...ㅠㅠ
Honestly, even though I think this way, I really have no confidence...
People around me say I'm fine, so why insist on removing it... But I feel like I should remove it while things are fine; if inflammation comes and I remove it then, it seems too late...... Now that I know it's Medpor, I can't just leave it in either ㅠㅠ
I don't trust them, but I'm going to try... trusting the doctor one more time.... Otherwise, I think it would be really hard to enter the operating room...
Originally they said they'd do it under local anesthesia... but the consultant said it would probably be too hard for me and suggested sleep anesthesia...
Sleep anesthesia again after just 11 days............... I feel so sorry to my body too...ㅠㅠ That's how it feels...
I'm still agonizing over it the whole time I'm writing this. I've seen posts from people who had depression after removing Medpor, and posts from people having revision surgery too.........ㅠㅠ
If it were you, you wouldn't remove it, right? ㅠㅠ ........... Euahㅣahㅣ;nah;ㅣㅏ
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