Even after removal, I’m still a slave to my nose, and it’s hard all day long.. I think the psychological hardship is the biggest part. Right now, I still have a support strut and cartilage binding left in my nose.. I want to take all of this out too.. I’m taking Rizaben to prevent scar tissue, and I’m exhausted. Ah, it’s so hard~ Maybe because of the scar tissue right now, from the front it looks sharp and defined.. Ah, once it’s day 16 it’ll be week 3, but would it be right to remove it before reaching 3 weeks? Trying to endure three months in this state of mind seems like it would be too exhausting. I keep having such bad thoughts, and I’m planning to go to a university hospital tomorrow.. Sigh, these days I honestly just want to die. Fighting this war with scar tissue right now is exhausting too.. Other people say it looks fine to them, so why does it look strange to my eyes? Is it a psychological issue for me? They say it looks fine from the side. If it were you, what decision would you make? I’m so scared I might end up having bad thoughts. I can’t control myself..
Like 0