Is there anyone who developed contracture because silicone didn't suit them? That's me.. First, I had the silicone removed, and it's been 4 months now. My nose is definitely upturned.. and my nostrils are completely visible.. I've already used my septal cartilage.. I don't want to use costal cartilage, so I want to lengthen it with ear cartilage, but honestly, even if I do it, my original nose shape won't come back.. It would be a third, different nose shape.. I'm worried about that too. They say if it's done with ear cartilage, it can look a little compressed.. and the nose gets bigger.. It's still only been 4 months.. I should wait until 1 year before thinking about surgery, right? One day I think, fine, let's just accept it and live with it. Then again I get insanely suicidal thoughts and depression. I had surgery because of my nasal bridge, but the bridge was actually shaved down and became even lower, and I can't put silicone back in, and even my nasal tip is ruined.. I can't go back to school, I can't see any of my friends, everyone is getting prettier and doing well, and I'm the only one.... If I meet them, how do I even explain it.. it's a painful memory. I keep having thoughts like this.. Maybe because I'm still in my early 20s.. I can't let go of my obsession with appearance. When I look at ulzzang Do Hweji or the celebrity Solbi, they had restoration, right? When I see that, I think, still, there is a way, but when I look into hospitals, there isn't any hospital where everyone turned out well. And I might be one of the people who doesn't turn out well at that hospital.. These days there are so many people getting nose surgery too, and while none of my very close acquaintances have, among people I just know by face there are many.... Everyone is fine, but seeing that only I'm like this, with my luck, having surgery again would also be a gamble. Thoughts like this... They say the 2nd and 3rd months are the worst, and after that it will gradually come down. I believed things like that and tried to endure it, but that period has already passed and my nasal tip is so hard, and it doesn't seem like it will come down.. I already had the silicone removed after contracture had progressed.... Sigh. I'm really the main character of this huge thing, and I'm so scared that I caused something so huge, I can only cry. For those who developed contracture, did you have surgery again? Or since surgery is also a gamble.. are you just living with it?
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