I had surgery on March 29. After the consultation.. I got a CT scan and decided right away.. in just 3 days -_-;; I had the surgery in the morning, and wow.. after the design consultation, I followed the manager, did the air shower, had sedation anesthesia, and when I woke up... From that moment, it was the worst suffering I had ever felt in my life. If I had known general anesthesia was like that, I would not have done it.. I would not have done it.. I would not have done it.. for exactly 3 days I kept thinking that to myself.. Every time I breathed, a nauseating gas smell rushed in, and coughing just came out, but when I coughed, the throat pain reached its peak, so I held it in.. and they told me to swallow the phlegm that kept coming up ;;;ㅜㅜ I was so sleepy because of the anesthesia, but they said I could die if I fell asleep, so with the IV in, I kept walking. Walking and walking, patrolling the hospital ward hallway.. About 7 patients forming a line behind me... I think.. I was really surprised that, even in one hospital in just half a day, there were so many people having such difficult surgery, or even harder ones like double-jaw surgery, or cheekbone + V-line surgery. Even while walking, sleepiness kept rushing over me, so I stood holding onto the wall.. and then after exactly 5 hours and 30 minutes, I was not sleepy anymore.. The thirst and difficulty breathing during that time were ㅜㅜ like, “Am I dying?” It was about that level.. After that, the only hard parts were throat pain and phlegm.. and there were 15 kinds of injections (injections given through the IV). I really thought ignorance makes you brave, and laughed by myself at night. Hahaha -_- It did not seem like everyone was groaning like me; some people seemed to be flying down the hallway, and their voices seemed to come out properly too.. Some people had fevers and seemed to be having an even harder time than me, and anyway, at that time I was jealous of healthy people.. After discharge, there was nothing difficult. It was just swelling.. The swelling was severe, so I signed up for swelling care at an oriental medicine clinic and went twice, and today, on day 9, the swelling has gone down a lot, to the point that you would not know I had surgery.. People really are fickle; when I looked in the mirror and saw that the area of my lower face had gotten smaller, the way I kept repeating, I would not have done it.. I would not have done it.. started to feel questionable ;; Those who are going to have surgery.. please manage your condition well before surgery and definitely succeed! For those who already had it, I hope you get satisfying results.
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