I set the date for total nose implant/material removal surgery~!!

Um, first of all, I didn’t really know how to upload the photos, so I gathered them together and uploaded them! The top 3 are my nose before surgery, and the bottom 3 are my nose after surgery. First, my pre-op nose was not only extremely low, but I’d also heard a lot that it harmonized with my face and made me look gentle. But I didn’t like how my nostrils spread when I smiled, and overall I wanted my nose to be a bit higher So I had silicone + ear cartilage and septal cartilage, but after doing it, the silicone showed through too much, and the ear cartilage also showed through in a round shape.. It didn’t suit the harmony of my face at all, and my gentle image disappeared, so I spent 10 months just wondering whether to remove it or not. But what I dislike even more is the nasal tip support, should I call it that?? Since that hard column is standing there, when I smile, my nose turns into a hooked, arrow-like nose like an old witch. It’s been exactly 10 months since surgery, and I went for removal consultations 3 times~ This Wednesday, I even scheduled the removal surgery and went in fasting, but the doctor said that when putting in the silicone, he also shaved the bone, and if I removed everything, it would flatten and spread out, and he absolutely couldn’t remove the nasal tip, so he tried to strongly stop me He said even my mother should come, because her daughter’s nose could be ruined, and that after a consultation then he would let me have surgery, and sent me home I really don’t know whether he was genuinely worried about me or if it was just a sales tactic, but for 10 months I lived anxiously because of side effects too, and I desperately wanted to remove it, so when he said he couldn’t remove it, I was so angry and upset on my way home.. My mother also said then they shouldn’t have scheduled the surgery date from the start and should have told me in advance, and she called the hospital. Somehow she spoke with the director, and now I’m having the removal surgery on Tuesday!! They say if I remove it, I could get an upturned nose, so I am a little worried. Even if it gets lower, I just hope it becomes similar to my old nose. If I remove it, it’ll get a lot lower, right?