A lot of the swelling has gone down, and the foreign-body sensation isn’t severe, and the shape isn’t terribly bad either. Also, since it was opened twice within a month, the swelling should be severe, but it isn’t that bad either. Still, it feels like after getting a bit better, I paid money again and gained ugliness and mental illness, and I said I was leaving this community too, but came back. I’m sorry for leaving a difficult review instead of giving encouragement. Even though I told myself it’s my face and not to give up, I’m mentally and physically exhausted, and financially too. Next Thursday, I’m going for another consultation, and I’m planning to remove everything that remains. If they say the recovery period will take a long time and the shape change will be significant, I’ll at least remove all the ear cartilage before the semester starts.
I feel so sorry to my parents, but I can’t show it, and because I’m afraid I’ll become depressed, I deliberately go out more. I tell myself to study and wait until I get used to it, but I keep searching only about removal and feeling distressed.
I feel pathetic.
I’m embarrassed to tell my friends too.
Really, incision along the double eyelid line and nasal tip surgery.
In a way, they’re not major surgeries, but they are making things so hard for me.
I can barely eat one meal a day, and I can’t sleep deeply either.
I live in Seoul, but going back and forth to Apgujeong is so exhausting.
It’s only just been one month, and one week since removal, but adapting is so hard.
I had high self-esteem, was cheerful, got into the university and department I wanted, and after the major medical accident, I had no thoughts of plastic surgery.
But I went in, studied hard while thinking about how I’d become prettier through plastic surgery, received consultations between semesters, read reviews, and after finals, instead of having fun, I planned to have surgery, recover, and do a one-month internship, but everything collapsed.
It’s about hospital, home, and removal.
Still, it’s my face, so I’m trying not to give up.
I’ll go in a week and consult about removing the ear cartilage,
and I’m planning to do the septal cartilage support with my own money in winter.
You might become more worried after reading my post, but please don’t, and let’s all try hard until the end without giving up so we can be satisfied ㅜㅜ I’m sorry for posting so much these past few days.
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