Will there be a major facial change too? Has anyone removed it in a situation like mine...

I feel really envious reading all the removal reviews. I also want to remove it quickly, but I missed the timing and now I’m just suffering like this. If I could, I’d like to upload photos and show you. Is there anyone I could send photos to who could look at them objectively?   Mine is 4 mm silicone. It’s really thick. Because of this, my face looks pulled inward. It feels like my skin is sitting on top of the silicone.  Maybe the doctor said it was 4 mm but put in something even thicker. I think the nasal bridge may have been slightly shaved too. If that’s the case, when the silicone is removed, will it become an “11”-shaped appearance? My glabella was very wide, so I actually got an epicanthoplasty-like effect, but seeing my skin stretch more day by day makes me really worried. I heard the skin can become wrinkled depending on the height or thickness of the silicone. Does it go back? There’s no one who has removed it in the same situation as me, so I’m even more anxious. Does the skin wrinkle and then regenerate again? And there is the issue of alar reduction. Because of this, every hospital I go to for consultations says the feeling will be different... I don’t really know what that “different feeling” means. I’m so scared that after removing everything, my face will become deformed and strange. I’m really envious of those who have had removal, once again... But... The surgeon who operated on me opposes complete removal and wants partial removal, while the places I consult with say they would do complete removal and cartilage repositioning... I really don’t know whose words are right. If it weren’t for the alar reduction, I would just do complete removal, but for me the risk feels too big. Also, it has been over 2 months since surgery, and my nasal tip hurts. There is no heat sensation, but something feels uneasy and unpleasant, so I’m going to get an MRI tomorrow. I never knew such a difficult time would come to me after nose surgery. After seeing how I look after surgery, I’m so devastated that I don’t know if bad thoughts might come to me. Those who have had removal, please take good care of yourselves. Everyone, you will become even prettier. Fighting, everyone.