I used to take diet pills periodically, and when I reached a certain target, I also tried living by gradually reducing the pills and stopping them.. I took lots of supplements too, tried going to a fasting center, and honestly I was the type with diet obsession symptoms that made people around me click their tongues. Even when my mom cooked for me, I’d say all the white carbs would turn into fat so I wouldn’t eat them, but then I’d drink like crazy.. lol Literally pathetic lol Since alcohol makes you dehydrated the next day anyway, the kg number goes down, right? I’d look at that and mentally justify it, saying it’s not food so it won’t make me gain weight, then the next day my stomach would hurt so I’d eat hangover food, then my obsession would flare up again and I’d throw it all up~~ Anyway, I lived like that, and this time I actually succeeded with dieting properly. The problem was that I lost weight all over and my breasts became totally zero.. My body seemed to become what I wanted, but the one thing that looked lacking was my breasts, so that’s what made me look into surgery. When I went around for consultations, the place that seemed like it would make the most natural shape for my thin body? was ㄱㄹ, so I decided on that and got it done. It’s been about 3 weeks now? At first I was startled because of abdominal swelling, but I figured it was swelling anyway and just lived without looking in the mirror. The 1 kg I gained also all went back, and instead, the thought that I need to lose weight completely disappeared. Once I had breasts in the first place, my waist looked more tucked in too, and my satisfaction was really high.. No, and lol basically I no longer have the mental space to obsess over dieting right now. There’s so much to do. I have to go to the hospital, I have to be careful with the scar area when washing, I have to keep applying stretch mark cream, and not only stretch mark cream, but because of body flaking? I have to keep applying body lotion. In the beginning I couldn’t wash my hair, so I went to the hair salon, went to the hospital for care, had follow-up checks.. I’m seriously insanely busy. I’m also wearing an upper band and a post-surgical bra, so I have to do that too. If I go out anywhere, there’s a mountain of things to prepare. And the most important thing is.. Right now, my body doesn’t look hateful to me like it did before! I keep wanting to cherish it, dress it in pretty clothes, and all that.. I want to take good care of it too. Looking at these parts, I think I’m really properly satisfied after surgery. It also feels like my own standard of beauty? has changed.. Even if I gain more weight from here lol I feel like it’ll be okay. Anyway, that’s how it is. So I think this cosmetic surgery may have been a surgery I kind of needed in my life.. Going forward, I’m also going to practice loving myself and recognizing myself as a precious person! If I keep doing that, maybe I’ll get better ..ㅎㅎㅎ I feel like maybe I’ll be able to see myself as I am.
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This review is a surgery review pursuing natural beauty.