Please, somewhere that’s good at natural-looking revision surgery...

I hated how my nose spread out roundly when I smiled, and even before surgery my nose wasn’t low. My face shape is round, and my eyes, nose, and mouth are all round, so I wanted a more sophisticated image. I looked into rhinoplasty and ended up getting surgery. Wow... I seriously became Pinocchio to the point that everyone was shocked.. As soon as my mom saw me, she said, “This is all just because it’s swollen, right? It’ll all go down, right? If you live like this, you’ll regret it for the rest of your life..” But back then I was just high on the surgery effect and lived with my ears shut. Then once the swelling went down, damn, it became even sharper and pointier. Because my philtrum looked longer, my midface looked longer too, so I looked older;; My face is round and broad, but only my nose is pointy, so my dad teases me saying to give him my nose so he can dip strawberries with it;; My friends even say it’s like a pot lid and my nose is the handle;; So I went back to the hospital where I had surgery for an after-service revision. I went with the person who will become my husband and begged them to please make it natural, to remove whatever could be removed, silicone or anything, and please make my nose round and natural, or back to how it was originally. But they said things like, “It’s already so pretty and natural even now,” seriously wtf. Then they said okay, they would match it as much as possible. After getting the after-service revision, it is definitely much better now than before, but it’s still Pinocchio... If my child says, “Mom, is your nose Pinocchio?” I feel like I’d want to die. I feel like I wouldn’t want to live if my nose is still like this even after I’m over 50. Naturalness is the look I want, but damn... seriously.. ha.. Natural like my original nose, with a round tip.. please.. I’m looking for a hospital that can do that.. If anyone knows a place, please recommend a hospital... please...