Why on earth do directors make my nose however they want...

The title is about me^^ I held back from cursing for a year, but I feel like there’s no point in holding it in any longer, so I looked into hospitals for revision rhinoplasty;;;;^^ Why on earth did the director... I had a style I wanted, so why my nose! Why did he make it in the style he likes? I’m still curious about thisㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ Unbelievable; I still can’t believe it.. Even thinking about it again makes me furious and my chest feel tight; Of course, for me, it’s not the style I wanted, and only my nose stands out so much it’s driving me crazy, so I went to hospitals, and I guess directors are all the same. They say, “The surgery went well, so what’s the problem?” like they’re asking to get hit. Honestly, I desperately want to go back to my pre-surgery nose. But with noses, once you touch them, there are so many people saying it’s hard to go back to your original natural nose from before surgery, so I looked for hospitals that could handle even the worst-case scenario of removal and revision surgery. I think it took quite a long time because of that, but this time, in my situation, I’m going to find a director who plans things in the safest way possible? And I really only went around looking for directors whose reviews were 80% genuinely natural-looking. I spent half a year just looking into hospitals like that, and seriously, I’ll never touch my nose again saying I want to raise it. I just want to go back to the natural nose I had before surgeryㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ