I had it done in Busan and it failed. In terms of appearance, unlike other people, it has exactly that Shindong double-eyelid-surgery look, but much more unnatural and really overwhelming. If Shindong looks a bit greasy, then for me, how should I put it.. I look heavy and hollow-eyed. Like an owl..
A bunch of my friends got it done during vacation.. and mine turned out the worst. Around 3 months, the kids were saying I looked like Choi Soon-sil. I think so too. It’s at least a bit better now though ㅠㅠ
Before double-eyelid surgery, when I used double-eyelid glue, I honestly looked the best ㅠ So I feel even more deprived, full of self-loathing and disgust, and it’s the same even after a year and a half. It makes you mentally illㅠ
I developed avoidance of social relationships, so I don’t even go to university and just sleep at home all day.. After double-eyelid surgery, I gained 10 kg in just 3 months from stress, and now I’m going to try to lose it.. Once I lose weight and my self-esteem rises a little, I’m going to gather courage and go look into revision surgery..
I’m scared they’ll say revision surgery can’t be done, and even if they say it can, I’m scared. If they say it can be done and I just rush into it, and it turns out even worse, I really don’t think I could keep living. Sighㅠ Seriously, a person’s life can be ruined by this one thing. I’m living such a despairing second life.
Anyway, I’ll get a lot of help from this community.
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