It's already been 10 years since my rhinoplasty.

It will soon be 10 years since I had rhinoplasty. By chance, I had rhinoplasty done directly by a plastic surgery director who was an acquaintance of an acquaintance, without even having a consultation. lol Back then I was very young, and people around me had told me so many times that I would be pretty if I just fixed my nose, so because he was an acquaintance of someone I knew and said he would do it relatively cheaply, I casually set a date and had the surgery without thinking much. I didn't think about side effects, failed cases, board-certified specialists versus non-specialists, or anything like that. I don't even really know what is inside my nose. I didn't ask, because I just assumed he would take care of it properly.. Of course, even now I still don't really know what is good.. I only know that something like Gore-Tex or whatever is in my nasal bridge, and the nasal tip was made with ear cartilage. I rashly gambled with the face I have to see for the rest of my life without being careful, but there's nothing I can do about it now. After browsing a few plastic surgery communities and searching about various things, I found out that the place where I had surgery was run by a non-specialist, it wasn't even that cheap, and because I was insensitive, I'm living with my current nose, not knowing whether this is a side effect or not. That doesn't mean my nose looks bad externally or doesn't function properly. It's just that my nose was originally crooked, but maybe it wasn't noticeable because it was low, or maybe it's because of the surgery, I don't know, but as time goes on, my nose bends more to the side. lololol It kept getting more crooked, and now even from the front it looks slightly crooked, and from below it is completely shifted. Whenever I go to a dermatology clinic or plastic surgery clinic, everyone says something about it.. Even an old crush told me my nose was crooked And it feels like the things inside my nose are about to keep pushing through the nasal tip, and like they have sagged downward.. I don't know if it's progressing very slowly or if it has stopped around this point, but the anxiety doesn't go away. The nasal bridge also starts slightly above eye level, so I feel like I look a bit lion-like.. It's been 10 years, but it still feels awkward to me. Maybe only I feel it. Now I'm considering removal or revision surgery. I could keep living like this, but..... Anyway, for anyone who may be reading this and is thinking about rhinoplasty, I hope you think about it very carefully, gather as much information as possible about clinics from many places and many people, and carefully judge whether your nose, the most important center of your face, is really a nose that needs surgery or not before having surgery. They say our bodies have a tendency to return to their original state.. Because of that, side effects often occur. I think surgeries that insert implants, like nose and breast surgery, require extra caution. No matter how well the surgery is done, if the body refuses to accept it, that's the end These days plastic surgery is so trendy, and there are many people who, like me in the past, suddenly go, "I'll just do it," so I wrote this down!