Only one surgery succeeded, and most of the others failed, so I'm thinking about revision surgery

With the amount I've spent on cosmetic surgery so far, I should be traveling right now and snapping selfies like crazy (´༎ຶོρ༎ຶོ`) Even if I didn't end up with a celebrity face, I shouldn't be worrying about revision surgery on cosmetic surgery sites _:(´ཀ`」 ∠): Maybe cosmetic surgery is all luck, because every surgery I get and every clinic I go to ends in failure. Now even my family says that if I say I'm getting revision cosmetic surgery, I should just make sure I don't ruin myself even more. Where do I have to go to see the end of this... I have so many areas that need revision that I don't even know what to do first. For my face, I had my eyes, nose, side cheekbone reduction, and V-line done. My nose became crooked and my skin sagged. I was referred to another clinic and got something like 700 shots of Thermage, and then the fat in my face disappeared. It sank in so much that I looked like a skull, so I went to the clinic in shock, and this time they said I needed fat grafting. So I got fat grafting, but the fat was absorbed, so I got fat and filler treatments again -_-b The result was that filler lumps like quail eggs formed between my nostril wings and under my cheekbones. Maybe it was that 2% expectation, or addiction, but I went to another clinic and had deep cheek fat surgery and lifting surgery again. They say bad things happen all at once, and sure enough, after some time passed, with a cracking sound, it felt like only one side of the lift sagged. Then one eye got pulled upward, and suddenly I developed facial asymmetry. I gave up and lived in depression, but then I heard good things about Ulthera or Ultherapy or whatever it was, and my ears perked up, so I immediately had it done at another clinic! Gasp!! (O_O) As expected, only one side developed nasolabial folds, and both sides of my face ended up looking like they were different ages. The facial asymmetry stayed the same, and when I lose weight, the lift marks leave sunken grooves exactly where they were pulled (how many were pulled, and where they were pulled to, I don't even know). Because of the facial asymmetry and even the uneven height of my lips, people I'm not close with sometimes misunderstand me when I smile, thinking I'm sneering at them or looking down on them, so there have been really awkward moments... (At this rate I might become someone with a broken personality... ψ(｀∇´)ψ) My nostrils are different sizes, the center is tilted sideways, and my nasal bridge and nose shape are crooked in an S-line, so I'm thinking about a third nose revision!!! The S-line that should have appeared at my waist never appeared (´༎ຶོρ༎ຶོ`) After abdominal liposuction, my abdomen became bumpy and uneven (some areas stuck down, some areas remained). They said they would repair the seriously sunken areas, and then they removed fat from only one thigh. The bumpy sunken areas stayed stuck down exactly the same, and only my poor thighs became uneven Σ(-᷅_-᷄๑) It was like going to remove one problem and coming back with another （；＿；） I really have no luck with cosmetic surgery, right? (◞‸◟) Before, I used to hear that I was pretty sometimes... (bragging (*´꒳`*) now) But now, every time I try to improve, cosmetic surgery just ruins me more and more!!! When I see cosmetic surgery failures on TV, it doesn't feel like someone else's story to me either. This time, I hope I can receive some luck so I can find real experts and write a success story!!! So I don't end up chasing brokers!! I sincerely ask for some luck and information from true experts \( ˆoˆ )/