It wasn’t that my nasal bridge was low, and my nose wasn’t ugly either, but my nostrils were large and it was almost a bulbous nose. If it were now, I would have only had nasal tip cartilage tying surgery, but back then I was a college student, didn’t have money, and didn’t know much, so I went ahead with whatever the director suggested within my budget.. lol I’m not 100% satisfied, just satisfied that the flaws of my nose stand out less than before?
At that time, I lost 10 kg during vacation, had surgery, and then started the semester, so my female friends didn’t even know I had it done, but my male friends somehow all knew? I think women simply didn’t think I had surgery because my nose shape wasn’t doll-like and pretty like a surgically done nose, and men noticed because my nasal bridge had clearly become higher than before..
Nowadays, if I act like it’s a natural nose around people meeting me for the first time, I do hear that my nose is high and pretty (though before I say it first, almost no one thinks it’s a surgically done nose), so I’m living with it, but even someone like me, who isn’t sensitive, feels there are a few problems.
1. Silicone twisting: Because I have a habit of sleeping on my side, if you look closely now, the silicone is slightly bent to the right. Even 2 weeks after surgery, the doctor corrected it while telling me to be careful, but in the end... It can be corrected with contour shading, so I just live with it..
2. Rhinitis worsened: At some point my rhinitis became worse, and compared with 9 years ago, it’s clearly severe now. But when I talked with people I know, they said maybe it’s because I got older.. lol They said when you age your immunity drops, and many people naturally become like that.. I don’t know the truth, but anyway, that’s how I became a pro allergic-rhinitis person ㅠ
3. Silicone showing through: According to my boyfriend, when I’m somewhere with strong natural light shining down, the silicone area appears transparent pink and makes its presence known..
Actually, I’m pretty insensitive, so if I had a sensitive personality, I think I might consider this a botched surgery, but I’m just getting by.. Unless I get serious side effects or the silicone becomes noticeably bent, I think I’ll just keep living with it..
I envy people who became dramatically prettier and have a sharp, high nose ㅠ If you’re going to have nose surgery, don’t panic and worry that you have to do something right away just because it’s your complex now. If you take your time, thoroughly look for a surgical method that can make you satisfied with your nose, consult several doctors, and proceed step by step, I think you’ll be able to get a result you’re satisfied with whenever you look at it! If I could go back to the past, even if it cost more money, I think I would do that..
How should I end this.. Then bye for now, poof!
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