Review of Double Eyelid Surgery Failing Three Times

I’m 20 now, and I’ve had it done three times since I was 18... only double eyelid surgery... but I think I’ll have to do it a fourth time... The first surgery was at a large hospital, one that almost everyone would know... But it came undone after 3 months, so I had revision surgery 6 months later, but it came undone again after 3 months. I was furious and went to another hospital, and this one is a smaller clinic... They said they would make sure it wouldn’t come undone, so I trusted them and did it, but the result is sausage eyes, the scarring is extremely severe, the line is extremely high, and my eyes don’t close properly even though it’s been 6 months.... So when I complained, they told me they don’t talk to patients who come to argue like this and told me to leave lol.... Everyone, please don’t go here, please please. Seriously, the doctor said they would do sedation anesthesia during surgery but then just immediately did local anesthesia, and kept making me anxious by saying things to the nurse like “oh no, oh no, you can’t do that, it’ll turn out weird”... I truly regret going there for the rest of my life... So I looked into revision hospitals now, but they said I don’t have enough excess skin, so lowering the line is possible, but they can’t excise the scar... My family isn’t well-off, but the money keeps going out... I seriously wish the doctor at the second plastic surgery clinic would die, really... It would still be better to at least have surgery to lower the line, right? I can’t even look people properly in the face. The scar is so severe, it’s sausage-like, and the line is as big as my eye size...