Review of epicanthoplasty, ptosis correction, double buried sutures, and fat removal

I decided because I wanted to get it done quickly at a cheap price + the doctor looked like a teddy bear, so he felt warm and reassuring.. I do think I might have gotten a better result if I’d gone somewhere more expensive and famous, but because I was doing it without my parents knowing + had no money, if I hadn’t done it then I probably wouldn’t have been able to do it at all, so regret × I was definitely planning to get epicanthoplasty because the distance between my eyes was wide, but even after doing it, it doesn’t show at all and the distance between my eyes is still just wide I only got depressed scars, so I think the effect wasn’t great.. Ptosis? I was told I had sleepy eyes and asymmetrical eyes, so I was thinking about eye-shape correction too, but the double eyelid thickness ended up uneven on both sides, people around me say the sleepy eyes are still the same, the double eyelid thickness went from an inner double eyelid to a thick inline crease, and it seems like the fat wasn’t removed at all??.. Still, overall my eyes look clearer and my impression changed, so I’m a little satisfied But until it became complete, it was so stressful, and when I look in the mirror I think to myself that it looks obvious I got surgery so I get self-conscious. People around me say it turned out well and doesn’t look obvious, but adults say the before was better and that I had charm before, so those points make me wonder if I got surgery for nothing. But I think that’s because I can’t see my old face anymore. When I feel regret, if I look at pre-surgery photos, I always think a hundred, ten thousand times that I was right to do it!!