I’m hungry.. I’m hungry. I originally really loved eating, but since I can’t eat to my heart’s content, I’m always hungry, and it’s beyond hunger to the point that I feel sad. During the first week after surgery, my face was just extremely swollen and uncomfortable, so eating wasn’t the important thing, but now that it’s been a month, a lot of the swelling has gone down and I can live more normally, so eating.. I miss eating I want to tear into meat and chicken legs without hesitation, but I can’t bite into them however I want.. It’s upsetting
The one thing.. that lets me endure this is that compared to before surgery, the angles of my face and things like that have definitely reduced a lot? I’m satisfied with that. Sometimes I wonder if I look different because I haven’t been able to eat.. But even when I was dieting hard before the surgery, it didn’t become like this. But.. seeing this kind of change makes me feel good, while on the other hand it’s hard because I can’t eat freely.. That’s how it is. I hope I recover quickly and reach the point where I can eat and bite into things however I want