3-week review after 3 types of facial contouring

The asymmetry and protruding cheekbones were the worst, and my face overall was long, and generally rounded? square-shaped, so while doing the cheekbones, I also did the square jaw and front chin together, and I’ve entered week 3. Honestly, even if I died from surgery, my appearance complex before was so severe that I hated the thought of going back no matter what, so I got on the operating table. After surgery, there has been exactly one advantage so far;;; My eyes were uneven in height and asymmetrical, so I had even seriously considered surgery for them, but what do you know, once my cheekbones were gone, the eye height more or less corrected itself;; I guess the uneven eyes were because of my cheekbones too From the first day, I had severe swelling, a lot of bleeding from my mouth, dry lips, thirst, severe jaw tightness, and pain and throbbing in my teeth and gums, to the point that I separately took painkillers I bought outside. I could barely sleep either. Honestly, because my cheekbones suddenly disappeared completely, it felt like I had lost my facial expressions too... The swelling was so severe that when I saw myself in the mirror, honestly I regretted it countless times... I think I shed tears of blood inside hundreds of times... What kind of glory was I chasing to make my face like this... that kind of thing;;ㅡㅠ I don’t know how many times I looked at old photos that I had wanted to disappear completely... really... humans are so fickle. I had no confidence in my face, so I never took photos except filtered ones, but I stupidly mistook that look for my real self and wanted to go back to that time.... Somehow, 3 weeks have passed, and now my front chin is the most swollen, so it’s almost like a square block face. I also have cheek hollowing. I think I need to watch this more, and chewing still isn’t smooth, so I’m barely chewing and eating rice mixed with soup. It will gradually get better, right? I thought the pulling sensation might improve once the stitches inside my mouth were removed, but the pulling is still just as severe, I can’t speak properly, and my lips are crooked too I just want to believe that I’m a case with very delayed recovery.... please.... I’m doing my best to reduce the swelling and spending each day feeling like I’m drying up inside. I’m having a lot of negative thoughts, like maybe plastic surgery only works out for certain people... And for those doing facial contouring, please consult at many places, and personally, front chin surgery should be considered very... carefully... It’s so hard. Thank you for reading this long post. I hope the day comes when I can return with a good review.